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2011-11-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

hey ... you know what .. today i cooked dinner ...
i cook kicap ayam belado :")
my second dish cooking :D
finally i can cook :D hahahahaha
this weekend im having chalet with my relatives all :D
loves ....
nothing interesting else to say .
hmmm .....
i went to the library today
for the first time mom went to the library and she borrowed NUR KASIH cd ...
then i used the opportunity to borrow my book since i cant borrow , cuz i have fines not yet to pay ...
after the chalet guess im going to work :)
high possible i'll be working at singpost ah .
no need communication ...
haish ..
difficult ah like this want to work but got
no self confidence to communicate ..
:(
someone pleaasssseee help meee .. :'(
just now watch
embun di tengah hari ..
hah .. so predictable
but the movie's GREAT ! :D
kk bye .. im sleepy ..
nights folks ...
toodles ~

2011-11-28T14:26:00.000+08:00

kay . first i want to share about my trip to johore on saturday~ 26112011
went with cousin and nephew .
when reach the johore checkpoint , need to wait like almost an hour ...
wait long one thing the other thing :
the man says : ädik kena tukar gambar eh .
sepatutnya adik dah makin cantik dah baligh dah besar dah sepatrutnya tukar gambar passport "

and i was like fuck you lah . people tired already still want to talk nonscene ... =.=''
kay . then i bought few cds ..... adn then 8 plus go home .... :D

and yesterday , 27112011~
was my last day of madrasah .
k lah nothing interesting really happen until i buy milo ais at the teh tarik .
the person dah lah tinggi nak mampos .
then disturb me =.=''
i say 1 ais milo please ,
he show me his two fingers and say one eh ?(jokingly ah)
and dumb me , i show 1 finger and say 1 ais milo ...

then he said something .. i cannot hear .. haha
and i just smile ah ..
then he say .
senyum jer tak ape ..
then he handed me the ais milo
and say
"terima kasih waheeda"
repeatly ..
i was like .
since when my name waheeda ????
=_____________________________________________________________________________=''
hahahahaq .. kk bye ..
toodles ~~
oh one more thing ,
i ahte bruno mars the video clip it will rain .
the girl is so ugly and i wish it was me ...
she bite his lips .....
*jealous*
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA :S

2011-11-25T00:21:00.001+08:00

yeay .. i know how to cook !! .. just now mom teach me how to cook asam pedas and saur goreng :D
cheyyy .;.. daddy says its delicious :D
and finally iskandar msg me after weeks he had entered his NS ..
gosh .. miss him i guess ?
i dont know some times i fell that im a hyprocrite to myself ...
i dont understand my own feelings and i dont understand my very own self .. haish ~
its been a long day ..
daddy promise me to go library tomorrow ...
i got nothing interesting to share yet ~
this sun going to johor teman my cousin ..
k lah .. bye folks ..
toodles ~

my 2011 year (cont)

2011-11-17T14:30:00.000+08:00

well ... i started of quite well this year ... until this girl ..
lets name her timah (i dont want to write anybody's real name )
she did video every day and she just recently knew that my bestfriend and me makes video and wants to join ..
so i agree lah ...
but i didnt know i was making a mistake .
hah !
she is such an annoying ...
well my bestfrind and i are mainly a loud and happy go lucky person and when ever we are noisy as usual she will then told us to shut up and then she go on fussy about her stuff which i tell you is veryveryveryvery boring ....
she want to make a new stuff and showed us and when we want to add a little fun in it she like WTH ? and her stuff is freaking nored ..
i cannot tahan anymore with her attitute ..
and she found out and she fought with me ...

and worst come to worst my classmate let call her eton ...
she go leak my videos to the class and teachers ...
and then the whole level making fun of me .. she HUMILATE ME ..
damn bitchy whore ...
haish ....
that one nvm ah ...
i can like forgive and forget .. though it will be tough ,.....
so i had a hard time already ..

and the rest of the months quite okay lahhh until when o level is nearer ...
i fought with eton and her other friend , milah ....
this one is the worst fight iff all ..
i dont want to share about it .. im sorry ...
heart pain ah share ..
like .. eeeeee ..
if can i want to URRRGGGGHHHH !!!!!..
nevermind lah ..
losing one or two or how many friend also never mind .. these kind of people , in the streets alot can find ,....
a true friend will easy forgive and forget and does not makes fun in any of your dreams but instead will support you .. a true friend will go through the ticks and thins together :S
haish luckyly they were just a another person that goes in and out of my life ....

and now i have taken my o level .
my o level over i'm just enjoying my time ....
:)
i want to find work .... :S
i need money .. HA ! byebye toddles :D~

new member in the family :D

2011-11-17T13:56:00.000+08:00

oh well ,.... i have to share this big great news !!!!
I AM AN AUNTY AGAIN !!! YIPPY YA YAY !!! HAHAHA
my sis just give birth to a new baby girl :)
alhamdulillah :)
heeeheee :D

okay .. now im happy happy i dont know what to write .. aiyamak :S
let me refresh first then i'll post kay :D toodles ~

2011 part I

2011-11-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

its been a very long months i did not update me blog .. sorry ya'll ....
i just finished my O levels .
alhamdulillah .......

alot of things happened this year and i wish i could write it all ....
but too lazy ah to remember all the stuffs ,... makes me wanna puke , angry , punch somebody in the face or something ?

haish ... i realise what the meaning of true friends is after this year incident .
heh ...and im sure every thing happened has a reason behind it ...

well there are some good stuff and i guess im going to share juist the good ones heh ?

well after a year not seeing youknow who ..
well not a year lah , a few months maybe ?
yes sorta miss him ALOT , but what could i do ? i have no other ways to contact him ..
and im sure HE DOES NOT WANT TO CONTACT TO A FREAK LIKE ME ..
so i tot of moving on ... i tried contacting with a guy that i like when i was sec 3 . i knew him from my madrasah ..
yeah he's all i want .. i mean the attitude part ..
a malay word to call him LURUS BENDOL ?
to straight .. to religious .. tough its a good thing ... but one thing i HATE about him is that
he likes to cancel things on the last min ...
and this year on my birthday i have to wait for him like from 10 00 to 1730 ?
he keep on extending the timing and last min he says he's too busy and cannot meet ..
and he say sorry like theres nothing happened ?
like WTF ???

but while im contacting him i tot i could forget this youknowwho ....
but each time i wanna forget him , i cant .. i have memories of him in the school ?
DnT block and canteen especially .. haish ~
i wanted to burn the picture of him that i kept in my wallet .. but tak tergamak aku nak buang or bakar nye ,.....
its like when i miss the youknowwho i look at the picture .. and then i cried ? and when i remember the things happened at school it just touches me ...
haha .
i cried at the pe staff room ,
he said hi to me at the dNt block ... cant be forgetten ..
but well lucky me this is my last year ..
i dont have to go on another miserable year ..
its gross i know .,.... how can a freak like me deserve him right ?
but i still have the feeling for him . it cant fade .. i cant move on like i thought i had move on ...
its complicated :'(
kay
i got to go now ... i cant promise how frequent how soon i'll be updating my blog cuz my laptop spoil and now im staying with my brother ...
its a long story .. i'll share everything when i have the time .. more time to write ..
bye ... :)

2011-03-25T18:22:00.002+08:00

mama approved me with iskandar . she met iskandar face2face yesterday only for a short while ...
:)
hmmm .. im tired .. im seriously sad now .
2 things have been bothering me ..
im tired to time .. just get back home from speech day rehearsal . '(

2011-03-05T09:24:00.001+08:00

i going on a date with iskandar !!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg .. its like FINALLY :D

2011-01-27T20:05:00.001+08:00

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2011-01-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

i wish im deaf .. i am not strong to hear all this criticism at home
i wish your here to help me ..
to give me strength ...
your word and ur support all this while had kept me alive ..
if not for you i think i'll be to the opposite ....

i need you now by me .. :'(
imissyou ..

2011-01-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

i hate school ! school sucks without you !!!! .. :'(
i miss my friends and ...

2011-01-21T19:47:00.002+08:00

i m stress right now ..
i dont know what kind of stress im feeling but it feels weird .
i feel like keep crying ...
one of the stress is preer rpesure .. ;'(
why oh why now a days i keep crying ...

:'(:'(;'(

2011-01-14T23:41:00.002+08:00

IM STILL LOVING YOU ~ :)

2011-01-12T20:40:00.000+08:00

ah hey .. may be this year there wont be much post ... damn busy this year .. will post once in a while aites .. :)
need concentrate more on the O levels .. :) byes ...

2011-01-05T21:41:00.001+08:00

IM HERE MISSING YOU LIKE FUCK SHIT AND THERE YOU ARE SCOLDING ME LIKE HELL .. WHAT WRONG WITH YOU ..? WHAT DID I DO ..
EVERY THING I ASK YOU . YOU SCOLD ME BACK ..
WANNA JOKE LIKE USED TO YOU FREAKING ANGRY AT ME .
THEN YOUR DELETING ME ONE BY ONE ..
WHAT THE HECK IS THAT ?

YOU CHANGE ALOT AH .
FREAKING LOT .

2011-01-04T19:26:00.002+08:00

first day of school sucks without them ...
alot of memories .. everywhere i gop all memories i can recall !!! ....
especially recess time !!! ..
i want to cry ... :'(

2010-12-31T23:40:00.000+08:00

happy birthday dearest ♥ .... may ALLAH blessed you with health , wealth & happiness . may u last long with Poh Shen :) may u find a new better friend than me later ... sorry if i had been a bad friend or hurt you ... Happy Birthday ~ :) ♥♥♥♥♥

2010-12-31T22:41:00.000+08:00

hello :) today is the last day of 2010 :D

haahaa .

my last day of work :)

nice place ... alot of memories .. will

miss them :)

hello 2011 :P

new year . brand new start ..

open new book :)

2010-12-25T02:40:00.001+08:00

yo . im nervous for next year . 2010 ending and hello 2011 ..
hahaha
.. anw . my sis gave birth to a baby boy . so damn freaking cute .
like hell .. :)
hahah ..
azrim danish :)
kk bye .

2010-12-25T02:39:00.002+08:00

yo . im nervous for next year . 2010 ending and hello 2011 ..
hahaha
.. anw . my sis gave birth to a baby boy . so damn freaking cute .
like hell .. :)
hahah ..
azrim danish :)
kk bye .

2010-12-23T00:18:00.000+08:00

switch channel ..

jackie chan film ..

mama asked me , crite hindustan ?

i laugh ! .

then she want to say jackie chan name she says second chance (kedai emas)....

hahahaha :)

2010-12-19T22:59:00.002+08:00

so . long time nvr post hah . haha .

i 've got ntg to share . if have also by now i have forgetten what i want to share ..

anw my result has gotten and i make it throgh to sec 5 :)

2010-12-15T06:52:00.003+08:00

long time long time . haha ... sorry dude . im busy . back later aites :}

2010-12-05T13:03:00.000+08:00

yesterday and friday is the most memorable day of my life ...
not going to say why but its in ma other diary ....
seriously ..
im damn freaking happy ..
two person make me happy :)

thnks alot ...

bye aites ... ~
tomorow working ..
cant wait ...
:)

2010-12-04T01:50:00.001+08:00

memorable day today . will never forget ~

2010-11-30T00:06:00.000+08:00

im so fcuked up now .
very tired .
then balek keje sampai umah dah dalam kul 2300 - 0000 ..
lagi bler balik umah dhe nak suro aku buat nie buat itu . tak ke itu mcm sial . ..
ahhh . malas nk ckp .
eh i wanna wish my sedare lurp a happy 18 birthday ~ :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIRAH MOKHLIS :)
MAY U PASS UR O WIF FLYING COLORS ..... :)

2010-11-28T22:44:00.000+08:00

dad the other day said no one can continue his generation . ~
yeah like i mean .
my 2 brother give birth to a girl not yet a boy .
my sis give birth to a boy but her husband the race not indian .
so left me and my other 2 brothers to continue the generation ~ ....
k lah like that i wan find someone in the future that has the same race as me .
NOT TO BE A RACIST .
but to continue dad's generation ...
HAHAHAHHAHA .. =.=...
lol .
putri sure not .. haha
no one will want you lah putri .
dream on ~

2010-11-28T18:15:00.002+08:00

and so the lion fall in love with the lamb . ~

2010-11-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

AMMA BORED BYE FREAKO ~
dad says im 16 but 12 :)

2010-11-26T00:46:00.002+08:00

_|_ IM FREAK OUT BY THAT BITCH .
TIRED AHH .

2010-11-25T00:39:00.001+08:00

talking to the moon ~

2010-11-21T01:50:00.001+08:00

im jealous .

2010-11-19T07:19:00.003+08:00

i dreqam of you . and it was so real that i cried :'(

2010-11-19T07:03:00.002+08:00

Meski dirimu bukan milikku
Namun hatiku tetap untukmu
Berjuta pilihan disisiku
Takkan bisa mengantikanmu

Walau badai menerpa
Cintaku takkan ku lepas
Berikan kesempatan untuk membuktikan
Ku mampu menjadi yang terbaik
Dan masih menjadi yang terbaik

Ku akan menanti
Meski harus penantian panjang
Ku akan tetap setia menunggumu
Ku tahu kau hanya untukku

Biarkan waktuku
Habis oleh penantian ini
Hingga kau percaya betapa besar
Cintaku padamu ku tetap menanti

Walau badai menerpa
Cintaku takkan ku lepas
Berikan kesempatan untuk membuktikan
Ku mampu jadi yang terbaik
Dan masih jadi yang terbaik

Ku akan menanti
Meski harus penantian panjang
Ku akan tetap setia menunggumu
Ku tahu kau hanya untukku

Biarkan waktuku
Habis oleh penantian ini
Hingga kau percaya betapa besar
Cintaku padamu ku tetap menanti

Penantian panjang

Ku akan menanti
Meski harus penantian panjang
Ku akan tetap setia menunggumu
Ku tahu kau hanya hanya untukku

Biarkan waktuku
Habis oleh penantian ini
Hingga kau percaya betapa besar
Cintaku padamu ku tetap menanti

Cintaku padamu..
Ku tetap menanti

Meski dirimu bukan milikku
Namun hatiku tetap untukmu

2010-11-17T23:00:00.001+08:00

working in the afternoon job like from 2pm-10pm no life siaa ..
:(
morning wake up go work then go home and sleep .
seriously NO LIFE :|
hiash ~ i feel like quitting but nah nvm . i want the pay ~
k bye ~

2010-11-14T19:12:00.000+08:00

i cant stop laughing when i reREAD my formspring question in the past this year ..
really damn funny ... HAHAHAHA ...
with all the stupid question asked and the nonscene .. HAHA ...
lols . kk bye .

2010-11-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

stop asking me who i like bcuz the answer is no one and ni mean it ..
i dislike the guy that i used to like and dont ask me why .
i've move on .
for some pesonal and very straightfoward reasons ..
just friends is enough ...
so that it . bye freaks ..
:'(

nobody knows better than i do .

2010-11-07T12:38:00.000+08:00

okay i guess i finally had the time to update my blog hehs .

ask me bout hows work . work ehh . quite okayy larh .

tiring .

well im just a cleaner anw ..

last thurs , dad's birthday

and the family celebrate it on the friday .

the whole family complete .

alot kecoh ahahha .

best . seldom had this gathering and really best ah . miss my siblings damn lot .

and then yesterday , go to malaysia .

a relative wedding acassion .

then go nearby shopping mall .. first stop larkin .. jalan punya jalan , alot people stare me .

and weird . then this salesgirl keep looking at me ,

then when her friend came by ,

she whisper to her friend ,

you look at her eyelashes , very long . and i just smiled .

then move of to city square ,

dad drove into the wrong lane .

like seriously shit

WRONG LANE ! .

hahahahahahhahaahahahahahahaha ..

then eat chicken .

and home sweet home :)

2010-11-02T10:33:00.001+08:00

first day of work i having fever . and im having headache ..
each day getting worst :|
haiyaaa ...

2010-11-01T11:26:00.001+08:00

today my first day of work . so yeah . bye freaks :)

2010-10-29T11:23:00.002+08:00

i am going to buy this shoe later .. HAHAHA
finally :)

2010-10-26T21:07:00.000+08:00

okok .. im on mia now a days .. BUSY ...
plus im sick now...
anw . mom get me a work .. office cleaner ..
at least have owrk ..
850/month + CPF ....

mom tell me to ask any boys(a friend)
who want this work .. need another guy worker .... :|
who want ? ask me pesonally :)

my dearest best4

2010-10-22T01:41:00.000+08:00

seriosuly freak . i miss them..
i really miss the moments we had together ..
ila , i miss your cute voice .
aishah , i miss your irritating noise .
nadzirah , i miss your laughter .
tira , i miss you saying "KANINA"

haaha ..
really . i do hope we can meet soon ..
freak . i miss you guys like hell lah .
only ALLAH knows how much i miss you guys...
kay best .
nites ...
freaks , i miss you guys lots ....

Wo Ai Ni friends ..
Wo Xiang Ni .... :'(

2010-10-21T19:46:00.000+08:00

i hate you ..

but i hate you doesnt mean by the meanging of the word hate but by the meaning of the word dislike ..

so other way ..

i dislike you ..

i like you only as freind not more .

not like i used to like you ...

i have my own pesonal reason why i dislike ...

veryvery own pesonal reason ..

want to know ask me pesonally .

de3pends on who i want to share .

HAHAHAHA

2010-10-21T17:25:00.000+08:00

its been while since i go to school .. :(
i miss my dearest friends alot ..
especially Fadhilah , Aishah , Athirah , Nadzirah ...
not forgetting , Arzli , Namirah , Maisarah & Shameerul ....

haish ..
4 years in SPF ..
time flies so fast ...
hopefuuly go to sec 5 next year
InsyALLAH .... :)

if i had given 1 chance ..
i wish EVERYTHING happened this year (not the studies part)
doesnt exist for me to remember ....

holiday pon mendak dok ...
never get to get out ...
no freedom ..
i wonder when i can have my own life . :(
haish ~

kk bye . want go religious class ..
TO ALL MY FRIENDS TAKING O LEVEL :
ALL THE BEST TO YOU ALL & MAY YOU GUYS PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS ...

2010-10-21T15:41:00.002+08:00

Ku tutup mataku
Dari semua pandanganku
Bila melihat matamu
Ku yakin ada cinta ketulusan hati
Yang mengalir lembut

Penguasa alam
Tolonglah pegangi aku
Biar ku tak jatuh
Pada sumur dosa yang terkutuk
Dan menyesatkan cintaku

Andaikan ku bisa
Lebih adil pada cinta kau dan dia
Aku bukan nabi yang bisa sempurna
Ku tak luput dari dosa

Biarlah ku hidup seperti ini
Takdir cinta harus begini
Ada kau dan dia bukan ku yang mau
Oh Tuhan tuntunlah hatiku

2010-10-17T23:19:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW ME MAY THINK :
-I Am Weird
-I Am desporado ?
-I Am stalker ?
- I Am crazy ?
alot more uh . but that is the main thing . LOLS

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D
but those who know me ..
I am weirder because that is the way i entertain my friends .
I AM NOT A STALKER AND DESPORADO ..
Whatever happen is just coinsidence .. :)
ME CRAZY ? HELL YEAH ..
OR ELSE NO FUN FROm ME ..
NO FARIEND STICK :D

like a friend says
"NO Joke
NO Fun
NO FCUK
NO Son"

HAHAAHAH :D
bye i want to sleep :)

2010-10-16T23:20:00.000+08:00

haaha . best aku lupe ape aku nak tulis . haiyooo ..
trans : haha best. i forget what i want t o write ..
lols .
peoples if anytime i ask or talk random shit stuff aorreh aites ..
not PMS ..
meh mood swing starts again .. LOOL ...
kk bye .
want to sleep .
andnad
that day , i dream weird ...
weird veryvery weird .
not bout that guy but ..
hahahahahahahah
seriosuly shit . its weird . want to know . ask me pesonally ..
:D
k bye nites bloghearts:D

2010-10-15T23:05:00.000+08:00

what the heck?? all those post before this
is just a random thought in my mind .
and people thought im refering to someone;sombody..
lols ..
it just a random quotes and some are song lyric ppls :|
haiyooo .....
seriously laa . hmmm ...
never lie .
and why i heard somepeople
makjujat ;
tell a person that i am refering
to a particular girl
hell kesian pa ..
for what i want to rite .. haiyaa ...
sungguh bukan aku .

whatever eh people ..
advise from my dad :
DONT GIVE A DAMN ON WHAT PEOPLE SAYS .
YOUR JUST LIKE A MIRROR ,
WHATEVER PEOPLE SAYS JUST REFELCT BACK TO THEM ...

im so glad after hearing that ..
haaha ..
sape2 panggil aku stalker lah ini lah itulaa ..
hahahhaah ..
you yourslef is a stalker ...
maybe not now but eventually ...
SEMOGA ALLAH BALAS BUDI BAIK KORANG EHQ ....
WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND PEOPLES ....

2010-10-13T21:45:00.000+08:00

can i just die ?
i have 3 ways in my head .
slashing
overdosing
putting a thinner in my drink...

i have tried slashing and overdosing ..
i think im gonna put a thinner in my drink ...

yes . haaha
friend just alert for update from my family aites ?
hehs ~
i have give up alrdy .
seriously ..
im giving up ..
bye peeps . ~

2010-10-13T08:23:00.000+08:00

haruskah aku yang terluka

haruskah aku yang merana

akulah mangsa.....

yang meminta aku

untuk melepaskanmu

masih bertahta tapi dah tiada

terpaksa ku terluka

dari ku lemas

2010-10-13T08:17:00.000+08:00

Lari, lari, lariAku lari tingallkan semua ini

Untuk mencari, cari, cari

Ketenangan diri...

Pergi, pergi, pergi

Engkau pergi dari hidupku ini

Ku tak mahu, mahu

Engkau hadir dalam diri ini...

Keluhan hatiku tak siapa yang tahu

Ku simpan semua sebak di dada

Biar ku yang terluka

Pernahkah kau mengerti caraku memujukmu

Pernahkah kau hargai caraku mencintaimu

Lafaskan kata dari bibir

Adakahnya dari hati

Mungkin kau tak fahami maksudnya

Yang tersembunyi

Titisan air mata dari pipi ke bumi

Pernahkah kau peduli betapa sedih diriku ini

Mengapa... Aku yang terluka... Aku yang merana...

Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini

Engkau yang meminta... Aku yang sengsara...

Rimas, rimas... aku rimas

2010-10-13T08:01:00.000+08:00

Kau bagaikan udara
Yang membantu aku untuk terus hidup diatas dunia
Tanpamu ku lemah
Pasti aku tak berdaya
Kerna engkau mahakarya

Kau takkan dapat aku lupakan
Kerna kau lah punca cinta kita
Mengajarkan ku erti bahagia
Temanilahku semula

2010-10-12T19:58:00.002+08:00

im glad that i get over you already ....

im glad that i ahve let you off aldry ...

tough it gonna hurt and has hurt me alots ...

damn ..

but still ...

te amo :(

2010-10-12T02:33:00.000+08:00

why everything turn out this way ?
i thought every thing is going smoothly .
everything is okay at first and now conflicts has begun ..
why every sweet thing in my life always have to turn nasty ?
i am just making a fool of myslef towards you .
im sorry .
i didnt expect things to turn out this way . :'(
i hate my life ..
everything is nasty .
never once is sweet .

can i die ?
no point of me living here .
you told me to be strong
but now without you
i anit no strong...

your my pillar supporting the walls , ceiling and floor ..
but now with the pillar everything tumble .. :'(
i never had expect thing to turn out this way ..
why every thing has to end badly in my life ..

i am sick of my life now .
serously ..
why cant i just die and just hadap siksa kubur ..
since there no point of me living ..
no one cares bout me..
i aint got no one in this world anymore ...

i am not strong without you ..
damn why this feeling must exist in me towards you ?
i hate this whatever feeling that im feeling .
this feeling means nothing without the person i adore .

i just want to end everything .
im letting go of you ..
tough its hard for me to let go of you .
but i had to ..
if it makes them happy .
i will ... cuz im tired of the stupid thing i heard eveywhere ..
it just becoming worst ..

im sorry that i have bother you before .
i promise it will be like as tough i never exist before ...
maybe this will be the last post of you .

no one understand how i feel and they will never understand ..
i hope your happy out there ..
wherever you are ..
will never stop praying for the best of you ..

bye ..
stiill .
BOY:ILoveYou ....

2010-10-10T23:40:00.000+08:00

why do peoples love to see other people in miserable?
i try to move on and not to think bout the stuff people says ..
but the more i shut it the more people make a damn big fuss about it .
what the fuck .
k i cant beleive i am strating to scold again .
haish ~
makin sakit aku tambah nye layan karenah manusia macam gini .
i am already sick .
i become more sick .
haiyaaa .
:'(

you know what .
k fine . this is what i gonna do okay ?
i delete him frm FB . msn .. and another ways ..
KALAU ITU YANG BUAT KORANG HAPPY ...
AND STOP SAYING ME STALKING HIM .
rite im doing that ..
say what lah . aku dah malas nak layan .
im tired of wasting my tears .

guess this is just another way of ALLAH testing me .
another cobaan .

but still ...
i thing that you people cant stop me is...
_______________...
it take time i know .
but ..
i not going to...
just like that ....

okay bye freakers ... :'(

2010-10-10T11:03:00.000+08:00

i miss my four best :)
fadhilah , nadzirah , athirah , and aishah ...
fishball , alien , mon , long .....
HAHAHA
i mis the kecoh2 ness .. :)
every moments that spend in school together :'(
hahah ouhkayy akku tak tahu tibe2 aku EMO :D
guys , go out soon ehq ?
plsplspls ?
tea , ila ,... aku rindu kacau korg :)
shah , i miss being disturb by you ....
zee , i miss being teased by youh . HAHAHAHAH
:D

hope to see you guys soon . like
really soon :D

2010-10-10T03:57:00.000+08:00

even tough i LIKE you ..

it never came out in my mind of stalking you
for goodness sake ..
i still know how to respect people privacy ...

stop making assumptions people ..
things happen coinsidently and WHAT
that you call me stalking him ?

what piece of shit your talking bout siaa?
sumpah sia .
after i get to hear it with my own ears .
WTH me stalking ?
SO NOT ME ! .......

stop making assumption people . !
listen to the FACT before making assumption .
i hate you all uh for making my life much much much freaking miserable
... thnk alot

2010-10-09T21:24:00.000+08:00

......... thanks for straight foward to me okay .
seriously i really thank you alot .
you no need to offended me cuz i rather you tell the truth ..
and the truth is that
THAT SOMEONE think im stalking...
what the hell ?
that particular day , i took 15 to go to polyclinic and i dont know that that person is in the bus ,
and i stop at a particular busstop and suddenly that person also stop the same bustop..
i stop at there sebab nak pergi polyclinic itu pon aku kena panggil stalker ?

wth ?!?!
stupid uh ... idk what else o write ...
im just pissed off .
people are making assumption of me
without knowing the truth behind it .....

2010-09-30T20:05:00.000+08:00

Bye Laptop . Im Not Going To Update Anything For This Few Days .
I Need To Concentrate For N ...
O is waiting For Me Next Year .
HAHAS .
Wish Me Luck Aites .
Bye ~
Adios ..
I'll Be back :D

boy:ISoGonnaMissYou <3

2010-09-29T18:03:00.001+08:00

Tong Hua (English)
Forgot how long it's been
since I last heard you
telling me 'bout your fav'rite story
thought for a long time,
began to worry.
Is it me who did something wrong?

You cried and said to me
that fairytales are all just lies.
I couldn't be your fairytale prince.
but you don't understand
since you gave me your hands
stars in my sky began to shine.

I'm willing to change into
The angel in those fairy tales
Just turn my arms into wings and hold you near.
You must believe, believe that we will be like a fairytale,
ending with happiness and love.

You cried and said to me
that fairytales are all just lies.
I couldn't be your fairytale prince.
but you don't understand
since you gave me your hands
stars in my sky began to shine.

I want to be your fantasy
The angel that you used to love.
Just turn my arms into wings and hold you near.
You must believe, believe that we will be like a fairytale,
ending with happiness and love.

I wish to be your fantasy.
The angel that you used to love.
Just turn my arms into wings and hold you near.
You must believe, believe that we will be like a fairytale,
ending with happiness and love.

2010-09-28T20:47:00.002+08:00

i forget what to post . never mind come back tomorow . :D

2010-09-26T21:15:00.000+08:00

i will wait even if had to take another 3 more years .
its not that im desporate but it because i dont see any other guys after you like i used to .. you make me change the way i see guys .. and now i dont see other then you <3

MAABN !

2010-09-26T13:49:00.002+08:00

hey boy . i feel like talking to you again anyday by 1 october . :(
last week seyh . :'(
andandand . i promise kay ?
i wont run . HAHAHA .
can i can i ?
CAN I TALK TO YOU AGAIN ? :(

PS:IMissYou

2010-09-24T20:05:00.001+08:00

haha . this picture take before jalan raya . LOLZ . :)

cute tak ? heehe . JKJK . :D

now i wanna say that im having a fever .

kesian kan..

yang lain go jalan raya im sitting alone at home .

stupid fever ,

HAHA

39'C .

kesian nye putri .

LOL

kk . what i wanna say ?

oh yaa

today im suppossed to be jalan raya iwth 4Benz..

then i got fever plus mom dont allow me follow . so yeah .

then after school follow yana go shopping . haish ~

then she treat me facial ?

seriously she random today but thnks yana :)

haaha . i remove my black heads which is so damn fcukinh painfull lah . HAHA

tears roll down my cheek . but alot difference now :)

heehe . but still got abit mire blackheads to be removed yh . haish . how to remove uh ?

lol

k now im cold and im super tired plus headache .

imisschattingwithyouandiwishthaticould
chatwithyoureallysoon. seriouslyreallyreallysoon:(

and boy . tell me if your tired of me kay ?

i'll try avoid you as much as possible and it will be as though i never exist in you alright ? haish ~

2010-09-23T19:56:00.000+08:00

merepek siakk .
no life seyh aku .
nak ikot jalan raya ngan kawan pon tak ley
merepek perr.
dari sec 1 samapai sekarang . kalau ade pouting bbq ke raya . aku tk pnh ley ikot ...
kau merepek uh ...
i never had my own life .
i always get call names all shorts ..
she keep cursing me .
and she even curse me to die even faster .
what kind of mother would curse her child like that ?
im tired of everything ..
i feel like giving up my life ..
sometimes i ask if i am her daughter or not . she didnt even treat me like her daughter lahh .
i never get to feel what it like to be cared & love by someone you love the most be it family or friends ..
each of them have their own thing to do and nvr bother about me wheather im ok or ko ...

how i wish i have a life of my own without being curse & control like a genie in the lamp ..

Ps:IMissYou ~

2010-09-22T21:00:00.000+08:00

i guess today is the last of everything heh?
today celebrate graduation day & it is so damn freaking bored . -.-"
recess i look like a fool like cat chasing mouse ..
LOL .
becuz them(grilsfriend)
i not ready anyhow say ....
then aft school then have the real courage .
LOL ...
give the thing to...
soory uh .
tak bagos ..
sorry if you dont like it .

then that it. everything seem to happen so fast .
:'(
then i relise that tomorow onwards gonna be different .
school now ends at 10:15...
so gonaa be different .
only in the morning . :'(
i hate it now .why must it happen this year?
WHY MUST BE THIS YEAR?

im so sad now . but overall im happy my wish come true .

2010-09-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

just now aft sch . go tam mall with aishah , tiraa & zee . ;)
then go jalan2....
walk2 first go the Hershley .then go basement 1 ...
then find present for ..
found the perfect present . & all i do is to decorate it .
i bought stickers & color markers pen..
i go home kena scold by mom for home late when actually i aldry told dad im home late .
like WTH ?
then go decorate the thing lah to giv ...
YOU KNOW WHO ~ ...
then check2...
ade ANAK HARAM mane lah spoil kan itu bende . and the whole thing is ruin ..
tomorow . I MUST GO BACK to the shop & but new one & start laa over .
like bitch rite?
HAISH~...
what a life .
wednesday is gonna be a big day i guess?
haish ~ big & boring day .
big day cuz .
i MUST be brave & go to ....
to pass the present & try to talk to...
the bores is graduation day & damn Fishing bored :'(
haish~
why time travel so fast ?
i am not ready to end all this .
but one thing . tough this year end so fast .
you will always be my special man <3
ILoveYou Boy :)

daddy ugly duckling is gonna evolving to a swan soon <3

2010-09-19T08:11:00.000+08:00

after i read a text . i just feel sad . i dont know why . and theres one song that can relate the feel that im feeling rite now :'(

Dalam hati ini ada nama mu
Nama seorang insan yang aku rindu
Dalam diri ini ada sayang mu
Sayangnya diri mu tidak mengerti

Dalam senyuman ini ada tangisan
Tangisan seorang insan terluka
Dalam jiwa ini ada pilunya
Pilu yang membuat aku menangis
Oh hibanya... ( oh... )

Sayu hati... sayu sekali
Melihat engkau berpimpin tangan
Dengan sidia
Sakit hati... sakit sekali
Pabila cinta yang aku beri tak dihargai

Sungguh terhina letih tidak bermaya
Rasa terkilan bunga yang ku puja
Kini mekar harum di jambangan orang
Kau yang ku sayang
Aku yang gundah

Kalau tahu sakit begini
Tidak aku bermain cinta
Kalau tahu siksa begini
Tidak aku menyanyangi mu
Pilu resah di hati ini
Mengusung rindu...
Ku tak berdaya

2010-09-18T20:26:00.001+08:00

heyho . hahahahahaq . i am very happy today but i dont know why . just now . i karauke with my mom :) heehe .
but the song so sedih . ~ haha . i jiwang :) &AND;&AND;&AND; when i sing i remember him <;3

oh boy . damn .
monday i going to shop to buy him a present . heehe . :) later i show the pict how i want to buy.. okay not :)

IM TRYING TO FIND THE PICT AT GOOGLE BUT PICTURE NO WHERE TO BE FOUND :'(

PS : IMissYou<3

2010-09-18T10:34:00.000+08:00

i feel like giving ..... a present .
i have it in my mind alrdy . but
i scared im too much ?
is it too much ?
hmmmm .
im scared .
LOL .
i want to talk to,....
any tips?
i scared to talk .
and i scared once i talk to him idk what to talk ..
haish ~

2010-09-15T21:47:00.000+08:00

Monday Go bugis with aishah . ziella & joy ..

take pict . then go home .

yestrday no interesting .

cry before sleep then wal lah .

today go band the conductor change to DEYI band conductor .

30 years of experience . woahh . HAHA

22nd sept. go farfar away lehh .

i want to talk to him :'(

2010-09-12T22:42:00.000+08:00

goodnight. im tired . no raya today :D hahaa .
tomorow school .
hope everything back to normal :'(
i miss the times . :(
PS: IMissYou :'(

2010-09-12T02:37:00.002+08:00

i dont know why but i keep thing of you today .
i think of you too much ~
wish u enjoy your raya .

PS: IMissYou :'(

2010-09-10T22:43:00.000+08:00

slamat hari raya kepada semua muslimin muslimat ..
:D

Putri ingin menyusun sepuluh jari mohon maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki kalau ada silap salah terkasar bahase menyigungkan perasaan kau . harap kau dapt maafkan .
halalkan makan minum aku .....

first day raya .
as usual . never go out cuz people come to my house . :)
then . when seeking for forgiveness time i never cry hehe .
i told myself not to cry :)
heehee .
then . nothing intresting except for one thing .

i heard from my brother very own mouth .
Dad is suffering from heart attack all this while & he dont even tell us(family)
and until now . Mom doesnt know bout that .
only my siblings . my sister & brother know but they dont tell me .
i've been asking them is dad okay .
but they keep saying that he sick because of his age .

Abang says . make sure he never fall down or he will be half paralyze..
if he suffering of breathing difficulties must watch out cuz he anytime can GO :'(
i dont want to lose you bak .
i really dont want to lose you . i cant imagine what my life without you...

bak . i really sayang you .
im sorry i've been a bad daughter .

im so depressed now .
why everything must be like this ?

2010-09-08T19:30:00.002+08:00

everything is gonna end soon and all there left is memory . the memories that i will treasure till i die . :'(

2010-09-07T20:23:00.000+08:00

Whatever what would a girl like you want from a rebel like me?
Got no money in the bank just stuck in a council estate ??
Together, will get abit closer to the dream
lets fly away just you and me so its up to you
who would be dumb enough to
lose all that I have got for you
all to myself
all to yourself

2010-09-06T18:57:00.002+08:00

I don't slip or trip when she asks me where I've been (Where you been?)
One big smile on my face d-d-darling it's just you and me (you and me)
Now I'm on some Alfie behaviour, I'll call you back later
Too many fish in the sea for me
But when the lights come on and what's her name is gone
I realise where I'm supposed to be

I tried to believe every word of your sweet story
But intuition keeps telling me
Your making a fool outta me

'Cos I'm such a good liar
Just admit it
I never did it
Yes you did
No I didn't

I'm playing with fire
Just admit it
I never did it
I know you did it
No I didn't (yes you did)

'Cos I'm such a good liar
(Mr Hudson Ad-Lib)
I can't help myself I keep playing with fire
(Mr Hudson Ad-Lib)
(Tulisa Ad-Lib)
Such a good liar

Thoughts running wild through the night as I watch you sleep (She's getting closer)
I can't help but check his texts while he's passed out next to me (It's only a matter of time)
I'm on some CSI behaviour, Who's gonna save ya?
You'll be the fool when the truth comes out
But when those lights come on and what's her face is gone we're straight back to the same routine

I tried to believe every word of your sweet story
But intuition keeps telling me
Your making a fool outta me

'Cos I'm such a good liar
Just admit it
I never did it
Yes you did
No I didn't

I'm playing with fire
Just admit it
I never did it
I know you did it
No I didn't (yes you did)

'Cos I'm such a good liar
(Mr Hudson Ad-Lib)
I can't help myself I keep playing with fire
(Mr Hudson Ad-Lib)
(Tulisa Ad-Lib)
Such a good liar

Living life in disguise
Can't keep up with these lies
She do anything to try and catch me out
But I never leave no signs
In my heart we were meant to be
Guys like me we be like 2 or 3
Trust
I can't help myself I love girls (what)
I get a kick out of playin' with fire
I get a kick out of playin' with fire
Playing with fire
Playing with fire
She ain't going no where, you know why?

'Cos I'm such a good liar
Just admit it
I never did it
Yes you did it
No I didn't

I'm playing with fire
Just admit it
I never did it
I know you did it
No I didn't (yes you did)

'Cos I'm such a good liar
Just admit it
I never did it
Yes you did it
No I didn't

I'm playing with fire
Just admit it
I never did it
I know you did it
No I didn't (yes you did)

(Ad-libs to fade)

2010-09-06T17:51:00.002+08:00

i mean nothing to you guys . im just a doll to you guys that makes you people making fun of me . adn always come to me when you need me . yeah . who needs me anyway ?
im just a used tissue paper . :'(

2010-09-03T17:07:00.002+08:00

I need you
I need ya
I need you
I need ya
Baby, I need you
I need ya
I need you
I need ya

Last night was a blur, but all I remember is
Black shirt, bare carats on my wrist
Me and a couple men rollin' up in a whip
Met a pretty young lady, should I say bitch
Will I ever see you again
Always thinkin' for another man's riches
Why do you do this to us men
And that's why we call them bitches
See I don't understand, she wasn't with a man
How could I leave without a number in my hand
I went to go on Facebook, will I get a face back
Trying to find you is like a needle in a haystack

I came so close, you touched my body
You left me standing like a statue, baby I need you

I was missing yesterday
I'm pissed I never took your number
Now you're nowhere to be found
I'm going mad, I need you
I been searchin' all over Facebook,
and I can't seem to find you
I really have to find you, baby I need you

I need ya
I need you
I need ya
Oh oh, oh, oh oh

Last night I met a fella he made me feel so, oh oh oh
That can mean what you want it to mean
Popped to the ladies for a sec (Uh, I'll be back in five, yeh?)
But when I came back out he left (I felt so alone)
He left me standing in my LBD and my bang bang shoes
I was so confused

I came so close, you touched my body
You left me standing like a statue, baby I need you

I was missing yesterday
I'm pissed I never took your number
Now you're nowhere to be found
I'm going mad, I need you
I've been searchin' all over Facebook,
and I can't seem to find you
I really have to find you, baby I need you

See now I gotta find someone like you
You ain't gonna find no one like me
Someone tell me what the hell I should do

Will I ever find someone just like you (I don't think so)
Not quite like me
Girl, you're one in a million (I'm one in a million)

Yo, what do I do I need to find you girl
'Cos you could be the one to make a change in my world
Maybe one day I'll put a ring around your finger
You should try bein' with a singer
And do you know the meaning of a stark in jail
Until we meet again, my heart's on bail
Wherever you are right now, I just wanna let you know that

You're my love
I was missing yesterday
I'm pissed I never took your number
Now you're nowhere to be found
I'm going mad, I need you
I've been searchin' all over Facebook,
and I can't seem to find you
I really have to find you, baby I need you

See now I gotta find someone like you
You ain't gonna find no one like me
Someone tell me what the hell I should do

Will I ever find someone just like you (I don't think so)
Not quite like me
Girl, you're one in a million

I need you
I need ya
I need you
I need ya
Baby, I need you
I need ya
I need you
I need ya

haunted changi .

2010-09-03T05:42:00.000+08:00

haunted changi was awesome !!!
so scary siol ....
but not scary with the ite behind us making whole lot funneh ... HAHA
rollercoaster ride lah .
tembus tembok lah ...

then check2 my hair kena sit ...
duh~
HAHAH
memory sia .
watch haunted changi ..
very kesian the people in the movie ...
:'(

PS: IMissYou~

2010-09-01T18:21:00.000+08:00

fcuk shit ....
the motive of me stalking you for what siaa?
_____ & ______
tk der life kape siaa .
you two ehq make me cry for no reason . fcuk it ehq..
anyhow say i stalk that guy ...
dah mmg aku ngn kawan aku ambek bus at that particular busstop ..
yg tibe2 aku kna for stalking tiu lelaki knpe siaa?

WTH . bingit uh ~
:'(

the motive of me stalking you ?

2010-08-31T20:25:00.000+08:00

TODAY I SURE HAD FUN WITH FARAH , MAWAR & SHIMA :)
andandand .

i just know 1 fact from one of friend .
when that person sec1 he stalk this girl ..
i heard it from this girl very own mouth :)
hahaha . BOY ah . YOU watch out uh .
YOU disturb me one more .
I DISTURB YOU BACK ohkeyyy ,
HAHAHAHHAHAHAH...

kk .. bye . troooottt:)

PS; IMissYou <3

2010-08-30T19:53:00.000+08:00

ehq pompan . kau dgr sini ehys .
AKU BUKAN SEDARE KAU !
so jangan nak panggil aku sedare kau okehys?
sumpah kau irritating uh seyh .

KAU mungkin sedare abg ipar aku TAPI LU TAK DA LINK SAMA WA !
kau sedare ipar ngan kakak aku .
tak de link sama aku
....
IPAR KAKAK AKU . ada paham ?
kalau gitu ape . kau nak kata MAK IPAR kakak aku
mak ipar aku uh ? HEHS ~
astragfirrullah ...
TAK MENGAKU AKU ADA SEDARE MCM KAU . ! ~

okay pompan . listen that . im not ur sedare .
so dont call me ur sedare .

until here i write .,
ANYHOO .
just now another memory :)
HEHEHEHE :)
bye ass . :)

PS; IMissYou~

2010-08-29T22:59:00.000+08:00

the sunshine has gone and now these days has been raining .
when will the sunshine appear again . :'(

PS; IMissYou .

2010-08-28T20:23:00.002+08:00

ahahahahahahhaha . k im bored .
im nervous . 9 moe days to N levels . URGGHHH !!! . HAHAHA
k bye

PS , IMissYou~

2010-08-27T20:21:00.001+08:00

just now after school .go D&T block .
ask KaiChin for help to do my unfinished keychain..
i saw... at D&T .
lolz
HAHA~
then ... friend .
say ... inside . =.="
haha !
then got one teacher idk his name .
say i sec 1 .
when i say i sec 4 he shock .
LOL?
HAHA ~
then the friend LAUGH =.="
HAHAAH . then teacher told me to go in . i scared
LOL
then KaiChin help me alrdy .
then thnks to FELICIA ehq .
she go shout that i want say BYE to ...
LIKE WTH ?
i wasnt expecting that okayy :)
HAHAHAHAHHA =.="
sumpah aku lari jauh2 . malu =.="
kk bye .

still not enough ~
PS , IMY :'(

i wish that is not ur first and the last time u talk :)

2010-08-27T20:12:00.002+08:00

i wrote your name in the sand but the ocean washed it away

i wrote your name in the cloulds but the wind blew it away,

i wrote your name in my heart and forever it will stay ♥ .

2010-08-26T20:43:00.000+08:00

now school sucks for me .
my everday sunshine is no longer .
everyday rain for me

i always hoping to see walking past by .
;'(
even sometimes i cried for idk why .

my days at school mean nothing.LOL=.="
wish everyting back to normal soon.
like really soon ,

last day of school . 22September .
its sucks .
bye~

PS , IMissYou:'(

2010-08-25T18:27:00.000+08:00

throw my letters and my card .
i dont think i deserve any kindness from you . :'(

imy lots .

careless Whisper .

2010-08-25T15:45:00.004+08:00

Time can never mend the careless whispers of a good friend
To the heart and mind, ignorance is kind
there's no comfort in the truth
pain is all you'll find

Should've known better

I feel so unsure
as I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor
as the music dies, something in your eyes
calls to mind the silver screen
and all its sad good-byes

I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste the chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you

Time can never mend
the careless whispers of a good friend
to the heart and mind
ignorance is kind
there's no comfort in the truth
pain is all you'll find

I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste this chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you

Never without your love

Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we'd want to say

We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But noone's gonna dance with me
Please stay

And I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste the chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you

(Now that you're gone) Now that you're gone
(Now that you're gone) What I did's so wrong
that you had to leave me alone

2010-08-23T18:36:00.000+08:00

May 25 2010 @ 3:57pm . April 24 @ 8:11pm :)

memories :D
at my wall :D

Shortie; . imy:)
IMISSYOUDAMNLOTS

miss

2010-08-23T15:57:00.002+08:00

yesterday . go ikea with siblings and go geykang .whoa so tired :)
then today . OH gosh . 4 days of ..... is still not payed up .
its not enough . URRGHH!!! .
okay putri disgusting .
haish ~
can u give me a chance?

I MISS YOU

2010-08-21T11:04:00.001+08:00

i cried when i read ur msn chats history .
i cried when sometimes i see ur profile .
hees ~

yeah . ur bz but sometimes i cant help myslef wondering when .....
haish ~
its complicated for me .
i dont understand what i am feeling now ?!

hehs ~
i cant help myself waiting and missing ....
i want to give up already .
i want to dislove already .
the more i want to forget the more i remember .

been dreaming bout ....
haish~
whats the dream trying to tell ?
idk . but dreams are just sleeping toys .

i wish i have the guts to talk to ..
yeah .
i miss you alots .
never change anything .

2010-08-20T21:20:00.000+08:00

imissyoubadly :'(
4 days siaa . yesterday;today;tomorowandsunday .
:(
siall uh . alot sia . miss you :'(
4 days siaa
.
dah lah tadi harap2 bynk npk ....
tapi check2 ...
lain yg nk nampak . lain yg tgk . haish ~ :'(
i miss you :"(

Amirah Adliah .

2010-08-19T22:52:00.001+08:00

<3 amirah adliah .
haaha . nice name mirah give me . like :)

i miss you alot .

and EddieSyamir.
<3 my butch friend .
thnks for being in my life back .
love you friend :)

u know how important u two in me :)

i miss you guys .
:'(

2010-08-19T00:17:00.000+08:00

sometimes i feel like give up on you .
but i dont know .
the more i want to forget you the more i remember you .
the more i want to dislike you the more i love you ~

idk what going on now .:'(
seriously i feel like giving up .

people are just laughing at me and call me syioksindiri .
just becuz they had the person they love with them .
they always look down on me :(

should i give up on you ?
boy . i really miss you a lot .
the chats .

i still remember that day ..
and that day is the happiest memory i ever had .
i hope this doesnt go on .

i will never stop praying for you in my prayers .
i miss you alot .
idk what to do now .

i know its disgusting to SOME people .

hackcare .

bye.

ps . iloveyou :(

2010-08-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

sometimes . im tired of waititng everyday :(

haish~ but that doesnt mean i giving up on you .

take note . i am not giving up on that person .

cuz . seeing him everyday is 99%
of my happiness :)

HAH ~ lol putri=.="

but sometimes i feel sad thinking of him .

idk why .

and sometimes seeing the couples in the school makes me envy tough

i dont want to have any relationship with any person . HAH ~

i wonder who will be the idiot that ask the ugly beast to be his GF .

haish ~

im just tired of my life .

i wish i can end everything soon . :'(

nvm laa .

as long as i see him everyday i happy already .

idk how stupid me go wait for him everyday to online ?

i miss chatting wif ..... :'(

boy i miss you .

wouldnt you lyrics :)

2010-08-17T06:00:00.002+08:00

Na Na Naii
Oh Na Na Noww

[Tulisa]
[Verse 1]
Boy ive been seeing you for quite a while
And I gotta confess its best what you do to me
I need to tell you
About the way youve changed my life
So many beautiful nights are the reason
Youve got me staying all through the night
See the thing is..

[Chorus]
I dont quite understand
What youre trying to say (straight up)
Can you make it clearer?
I just want you nearer
See everyone around me keeps on saying that
I must be blind (well they do have a point)
Shut up!

All im tryin got say is that
Wouldnt you wouldnt you
like to have me to yourself
all to myself
all to yourself
what if I was to break your heart
who would be dumb enough to
lose all that I have got for you
all to myself
all to yourself
you've got to finish what you start

haha I can give you that haha
let me give you that hahahahaha

na na naii
oo na na noww

[Dappy]
I like when you wear them material things
But I like it more when you try my hat on with the strings
And do the impression on me when I say na na naii
I aint gonna lie no more you must have done a lot
For the body and the back and the brain that youve got
Its simple if I start I wont stop
Youre so intelligent with such a high IQ
So if I ever have a baby id love it to be with you

[Faze]
The way she smiles at me every time she sees me its crazy
Im proud to call her my lady
Like daps said, she the type of I girl I wanna see holding my baby
And she dont get excited whenever my job pays me
But if im on the phone she dont act right
So I try to keep them well away
So I dont have to stop a catfight
Cant say I never said I wasnt that type
Truly you really confuse me
And thats why

[Chorus]

[Dappy]
Whatever what would a girl like you want from a rebel like me?
Got no money in the bank just stuck in a council estate ??

[Tulisa]
Together, were gonna be closer to the dream
Its like were just you and me so its up to you

[chorus]

2010-08-17T05:42:00.000+08:00

today . well . okaylaa .
HAHA
go to school the very first ting is i saw someone staring at me . i pretend not to see . HAH!
then after first paper . i sit with them(4bestgirls) at the rockwall . andand i saw ....
HAH ! make my day siaa .
HAHA .
then after that . after second paper .
go TampInter . buy new spects since my old one has break bcuz i step .
HAH !
then , go walk2 wif aISHAH .
HAH !
thenn aft go back and at 6+ go aishah home .
buka puase at her home .
HAH !
lol=.="
then go walk2 at geylang .
HAH ! damn quite crowded .
nothing that interesting .
i think cuz it just first week of puase .

so not that much have :)
thenthen .
i saw . people craved name as necklace .
i see veryvery nice :)
i so going to crave a NAME and buy it siaa .

HAH !
$15 bucks i want to collect then buy that necklace with a NAME on it :)
hah !
kk bye best . byuebye :)