You knwo its been a while right i did not update my blog . So lt me tell you briefly what happened the past two years .
I finished my o levels sadly i failed .
I went to ITE and took Aeroapace Machining Technology . Now im in 2nd year of the course . 2 years past . I though my life in ITE woyld eventually changed . But nothing chamged . It just gotten all worst :'(

I had a crush on my classmate .
I dont want to tell the name lah .
The younger dudes in my class mostly knew it but doesnt make a havock out of it lahkan ... but once the older dudes that appearentky had finished the NS knew about it . The make it so much havock ... and they even tell one of the teachers about it .
I can see my crush actually dislike me . Yeah and he really furious when they went to tell teacher bout it .

I know he dislikes me . I knew by the look of his face . Thats why i dont bother to do anything . You know previously we at least talk or smile during year 1 but since the older dudes make an issue of it ... he dont even smile at me anymore . Dont say never talk ar . Cuz we actually barely talk . But now not a single smile . It damn hurt sia ,.....

Im starting to hate my classmates .
I hate them so much that i cant even wait for graduation .
I hatemyself for going thur all thia fcuking things in my life :'(

Nothing changed these two years that passed .
Nothing changed .
Life just get more worst :'(

Labels: when can i find happiness :'(