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Herself 
Putri Sastraa year older every 12th May a fan of ~♡♥ONE DIRECTION♥♡~ and you only know about me 40% thru this |
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Herself
Putri Sastraa year older every 12th May a fan of ~♡♥ONE DIRECTION♥♡~ and you only know about me 40% thru this |
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Monday, November 14, 2011
2011 part I its been a very long months i did not update me blog .. sorry ya'll .... i just finished my O levels . alhamdulillah ....... alot of things happened this year and i wish i could write it all .... but too lazy ah to remember all the stuffs ,... makes me wanna puke , angry , punch somebody in the face or something ? haish ... i realise what the meaning of true friends is after this year incident . heh ...and im sure every thing happened has a reason behind it ... well there are some good stuff and i guess im going to share juist the good ones heh ? well after a year not seeing youknow who .. well not a year lah , a few months maybe ? yes sorta miss him ALOT , but what could i do ? i have no other ways to contact him .. and im sure HE DOES NOT WANT TO CONTACT TO A FREAK LIKE ME .. so i tot of moving on ... i tried contacting with a guy that i like when i was sec 3 . i knew him from my madrasah .. yeah he's all i want .. i mean the attitude part .. a malay word to call him LURUS BENDOL ? to straight .. to religious .. tough its a good thing ... but one thing i HATE about him is that he likes to cancel things on the last min ... and this year on my birthday i have to wait for him like from 10 00 to 1730 ? he keep on extending the timing and last min he says he's too busy and cannot meet .. and he say sorry like theres nothing happened ? like WTF ??? but while im contacting him i tot i could forget this youknowwho .... but each time i wanna forget him , i cant .. i have memories of him in the school ? DnT block and canteen especially .. haish ~ i wanted to burn the picture of him that i kept in my wallet .. but tak tergamak aku nak buang or bakar nye ,..... its like when i miss the youknowwho i look at the picture .. and then i cried ? and when i remember the things happened at school it just touches me ... haha . i cried at the pe staff room , he said hi to me at the dNt block ... cant be forgetten .. but well lucky me this is my last year .. i dont have to go on another miserable year .. its gross i know .,.... how can a freak like me deserve him right ? but i still have the feeling for him . it cant fade .. i cant move on like i thought i had move on ... its complicated :'( kay i got to go now ... i cant promise how frequent how soon i'll be updating my blog cuz my laptop spoil and now im staying with my brother ... its a long story .. i'll share everything when i have the time .. more time to write .. bye ... :) 10:55 PM
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