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Herself 
Putri Sastraa year older every 12th May a fan of ~♡♥ONE DIRECTION♥♡~ and you only know about me 40% thru this |
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Herself
Putri Sastraa year older every 12th May a fan of ~♡♥ONE DIRECTION♥♡~ and you only know about me 40% thru this |
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Friday, October 29, 2010
 finally :) 11:23 AM
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
okok .. im on mia now a days .. BUSY ... plus im sick now... anw . mom get me a work .. office cleaner .. at least have owrk .. 850/month + CPF .... mom tell me to ask any boys(a friend) who want this work .. need another guy worker .... :| who want ? ask me pesonally :) 9:07 PM
Friday, October 22, 2010
my dearest best4  i really miss the moments we had together .. ila , i miss your cute voice . aishah , i miss your irritating noise . nadzirah , i miss your laughter . tira , i miss you saying "KANINA" haaha .. really . i do hope we can meet soon .. freak . i miss you guys like hell lah . only ALLAH knows how much i miss you guys... kay best . nites ... freaks , i miss you guys lots .... Wo Ai Ni friends .. Wo Xiang Ni .... :'( 1:41 AM
Thursday, October 21, 2010
i hate you .. but i hate you doesnt mean by the meanging of the word hate but by the meaning of the word dislike .. so other way .. i dislike you .. i like you only as freind not more . not like i used to like you ... i have my own pesonal reason why i dislike ... veryvery own pesonal reason .. want to know ask me pesonally . de3pends on who i want to share . HAHAHAHA
7:46 PM
its been while since i go to school .. :( i miss my dearest friends alot .. especially Fadhilah , Aishah , Athirah , Nadzirah ... not forgetting , Arzli , Namirah , Maisarah & Shameerul .... haish .. 4 years in SPF .. time flies so fast ... hopefuuly go to sec 5 next year InsyALLAH .... :) if i had given 1 chance .. i wish EVERYTHING happened this year (not the studies part) doesnt exist for me to remember .... holiday pon mendak dok ... never get to get out ... no freedom .. i wonder when i can have my own life . :( haish ~ kk bye . want go religious class .. TO ALL MY FRIENDS TAKING O LEVEL : ALL THE BEST TO YOU ALL & MAY YOU GUYS PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS ... 5:25 PM
Ku tutup mataku Dari semua pandanganku Bila melihat matamu Ku yakin ada cinta ketulusan hati Yang mengalir lembut Penguasa alam Tolonglah pegangi aku Biar ku tak jatuh Pada sumur dosa yang terkutuk Dan menyesatkan cintaku Andaikan ku bisa Lebih adil pada cinta kau dan dia Aku bukan nabi yang bisa sempurna Ku tak luput dari dosa Biarlah ku hidup seperti ini Takdir cinta harus begini Ada kau dan dia bukan ku yang mau Oh Tuhan tuntunlah hatiku 3:41 PM
Sunday, October 17, 2010
PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW ME MAY THINK : -I Am Weird -I Am desporado ? -I Am stalker ? - I Am crazy ? alot more uh . but that is the main thing . LOLS HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D but those who know me .. I am weirder because that is the way i entertain my friends . I AM NOT A STALKER AND DESPORADO .. Whatever happen is just coinsidence .. :) ME CRAZY ? HELL YEAH .. OR ELSE NO FUN FROm ME .. NO FARIEND STICK :D like a friend says "NO Joke NO Fun NO FCUK NO Son" HAHAAHAH :D bye i want to sleep :) 11:19 PM
Saturday, October 16, 2010
haaha . best aku lupe ape aku nak tulis . haiyooo .. trans : haha best. i forget what i want t o write .. lols . peoples if anytime i ask or talk random shit stuff aorreh aites .. not PMS .. meh mood swing starts again .. LOOL ... kk bye . want to sleep . andnad that day , i dream weird ... weird veryvery weird . not bout that guy but .. hahahahahahahah seriosuly shit . its weird . want to know . ask me pesonally .. :D k bye nites bloghearts:D 11:20 PM
Friday, October 15, 2010
what the heck?? all those post before this is just a random thought in my mind . and people thought im refering to someone;sombody.. lols .. it just a random quotes and some are song lyric ppls :| haiyooo ..... seriously laa . hmmm ... never lie . and why i heard somepeople makjujat ; tell a person that i am refering to a particular girl hell kesian pa .. for what i want to rite .. haiyaa ... sungguh bukan aku . whatever eh people .. advise from my dad : DONT GIVE A DAMN ON WHAT PEOPLE SAYS . YOUR JUST LIKE A MIRROR , WHATEVER PEOPLE SAYS JUST REFELCT BACK TO THEM ... im so glad after hearing that .. haaha .. sape2 panggil aku stalker lah ini lah itulaa .. hahahhaah .. you yourslef is a stalker ... maybe not now but eventually ... SEMOGA ALLAH BALAS BUDI BAIK KORANG EHQ .... WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND PEOPLES .... 11:05 PM
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
can i just die ? i have 3 ways in my head . slashing overdosing putting a thinner in my drink... i have tried slashing and overdosing .. i think im gonna put a thinner in my drink ... yes . haaha friend just alert for update from my family aites ? hehs ~ i have give up alrdy . seriously .. im giving up .. bye peeps . ~ 9:45 PM
haruskah aku yang terluka haruskah aku yang merana akulah mangsa..... yang meminta aku untuk melepaskanmu masih bertahta tapi dah tiada terpaksa ku terluka dari ku lemas
8:23 AM
Lari, lari, lariAku lari tingallkan semua ini Untuk mencari, cari, cari Ketenangan diri... Pergi, pergi, pergi Engkau pergi dari hidupku ini Ku tak mahu, mahu Engkau hadir dalam diri ini... Keluhan hatiku tak siapa yang tahu Ku simpan semua sebak di dada Biar ku yang terluka Pernahkah kau mengerti caraku memujukmu Pernahkah kau hargai caraku mencintaimu Lafaskan kata dari bibir Adakahnya dari hati Mungkin kau tak fahami maksudnya Yang tersembunyi Titisan air mata dari pipi ke bumi Pernahkah kau peduli betapa sedih diriku ini Mengapa... Aku yang terluka... Aku yang merana... Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini Engkau yang meminta... Aku yang sengsara... Rimas, rimas... aku rimas 8:17 AM
Kau bagaikan udara Yang membantu aku untuk terus hidup diatas dunia Tanpamu ku lemah Pasti aku tak berdaya Kerna engkau mahakarya Kau takkan dapat aku lupakan Kerna kau lah punca cinta kita Mengajarkan ku erti bahagia Temanilahku semula 8:01 AM
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
im glad that i get over you already .... im glad that i ahve let you off aldry ... tough it gonna hurt and has hurt me alots ... damn .. but still ... te amo :(
7:58 PM
why everything turn out this way ? i thought every thing is going smoothly . everything is okay at first and now conflicts has begun .. why every sweet thing in my life always have to turn nasty ? i am just making a fool of myslef towards you . im sorry . i didnt expect things to turn out this way . :'( i hate my life .. everything is nasty . never once is sweet . can i die ? no point of me living here . you told me to be strong but now without you i anit no strong... your my pillar supporting the walls , ceiling and floor .. but now with the pillar everything tumble .. :'( i never had expect thing to turn out this way .. why every thing has to end badly in my life .. i am sick of my life now . serously .. why cant i just die and just hadap siksa kubur .. since there no point of me living .. no one cares bout me.. i aint got no one in this world anymore ... i am not strong without you .. damn why this feeling must exist in me towards you ? i hate this whatever feeling that im feeling . this feeling means nothing without the person i adore . i just want to end everything . im letting go of you .. tough its hard for me to let go of you . but i had to .. if it makes them happy . i will ... cuz im tired of the stupid thing i heard eveywhere .. it just becoming worst .. im sorry that i have bother you before . i promise it will be like as tough i never exist before ... maybe this will be the last post of you . no one understand how i feel and they will never understand .. i hope your happy out there .. wherever you are .. will never stop praying for the best of you .. bye .. stiill . BOY:ILoveYou .... 2:33 AM
Sunday, October 10, 2010
why do peoples love to see other people in miserable? i try to move on and not to think bout the stuff people says .. but the more i shut it the more people make a damn big fuss about it . what the fuck . k i cant beleive i am strating to scold again . haish ~ makin sakit aku tambah nye layan karenah manusia macam gini . i am already sick . i become more sick . haiyaaa . :'( you know what . k fine . this is what i gonna do okay ? i delete him frm FB . msn .. and another ways .. KALAU ITU YANG BUAT KORANG HAPPY ... AND STOP SAYING ME STALKING HIM . rite im doing that .. say what lah . aku dah malas nak layan . im tired of wasting my tears . guess this is just another way of ALLAH testing me . another cobaan . but still ... i thing that you people cant stop me is... _______________... it take time i know . but .. i not going to... just like that .... okay bye freakers ... :'( 11:40 PM
 i miss my four best :) fadhilah , nadzirah , athirah , and aishah ... fishball , alien , mon , long ..... HAHAHA i mis the kecoh2 ness .. :) every moments that spend in school together :'( hahah ouhkayy akku tak tahu tibe2 aku EMO :D guys , go out soon ehq ? plsplspls ? tea , ila ,... aku rindu kacau korg :) shah , i miss being disturb by you .... zee , i miss being teased by youh . HAHAHAHAH :D hope to see you guys soon . like really soon :D 11:03 AM
even tough i LIKE you .. it never came out in my mind of stalking you for goodness sake .. i still know how to respect people privacy ... stop making assumptions people .. things happen coinsidently and WHAT that you call me stalking him ? what piece of shit your talking bout siaa? sumpah sia . after i get to hear it with my own ears . WTH me stalking ? SO NOT ME ! ....... stop making assumption people . ! listen to the FACT before making assumption . i hate you all uh for making my life much much much freaking miserable ... thnk alot 3:57 AM
Saturday, October 9, 2010
......... thanks for straight foward to me okay . seriously i really thank you alot . you no need to offended me cuz i rather you tell the truth .. and the truth is that THAT SOMEONE think im stalking... what the hell ? that particular day , i took 15 to go to polyclinic and i dont know that that person is in the bus , and i stop at a particular busstop and suddenly that person also stop the same bustop.. i stop at there sebab nak pergi polyclinic itu pon aku kena panggil stalker ? wth ?!?! stupid uh ... idk what else o write ... im just pissed off . people are making assumption of me without knowing the truth behind it ..... 9:24 PM
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