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Thursday, September 30, 2010

Bye Laptop . Im Not Going To Update Anything For This Few Days . 
I Need To Concentrate For N ...
O is waiting For Me Next Year . 
HAHAS .
Wish Me Luck Aites .
Bye ~
Adios ..
I'll Be back :D


boy:ISoGonnaMissYou <3
8:05 PM

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Tong Hua (English)
Forgot how long it's been
since I last heard you
telling me 'bout your fav'rite story
thought for a long time,
began to worry.
Is it me who did something wrong?

You cried and said to me
that fairytales are all just lies.
I couldn't be your fairytale prince.
but you don't understand
since you gave me your hands
stars in my sky began to shine.

I'm willing to change into
The angel in those fairy tales
Just turn my arms into wings and hold you near.
You must believe, believe that we will be like a fairytale,
ending with happiness and love.

You cried and said to me
that fairytales are all just lies.
I couldn't be your fairytale prince.
but you don't understand
since you gave me your hands
stars in my sky began to shine.

I want to be your fantasy
The angel that you used to love.
Just turn my arms into wings and hold you near.
You must believe, believe that we will be like a fairytale,
ending with happiness and love.

I wish to be your fantasy.
The angel that you used to love.
Just turn my arms into wings and hold you near.
You must believe, believe that we will be like a fairytale,
ending with happiness and love.
6:03 PM

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

i forget what to post . never mind come back tomorow . :D
8:47 PM

Sunday, September 26, 2010

i will wait even if had to take another 3 more years .
its not that im desporate but it because i dont see any other guys after you like i used to .. you make me change the way i see guys .. and now i dont see other then you <3
9:15 PM


hey boy . i feel like talking to you again anyday by 1 october . :(
last week seyh . :'(
andandand . i promise kay ? 
i wont run . HAHAHA . 
can i can i ?
CAN I TALK TO YOU AGAIN ? :(


PS:IMissYou
1:49 PM

Friday, September 24, 2010



haha . this picture take before jalan raya . LOLZ . :)
cute tak ? heehe . JKJK . :D
now i wanna say that im having a fever .
kesian kan..
yang lain go jalan raya im sitting alone at home .
stupid fever ,
HAHA
39'C .
kesian nye putri .
LOL
kk . what i wanna say ?
oh yaa
today im suppossed to be jalan raya iwth 4Benz..
then i got fever plus mom dont allow me follow . so yeah .
then after school follow yana go shopping . haish ~
then she treat me facial ?
seriously she random today but thnks yana :)
haaha . i remove my black heads which is so damn fcukinh painfull lah . HAHA
tears roll down my cheek . but alot difference now :)
heehe . but still got abit mire blackheads to be removed yh . haish . how to remove uh ?
lol
k now im cold and im super tired plus headache .

imisschattingwithyouandiwishthaticould
chatwithyoureallysoon. seriouslyreallyreallysoon:(

and boy . tell me if your tired of me kay ?
i'll try avoid you as much as possible and it will be as though i never exist in you alright ? haish ~

8:05 PM

Thursday, September 23, 2010

merepek siakk .
no life seyh aku .
nak ikot jalan raya ngan kawan pon tak ley
merepek perr.
dari sec 1 samapai sekarang . kalau ade pouting bbq ke raya . aku tk pnh ley ikot ...
kau merepek uh ...
i never had my own life .
i always get call names all shorts ..
she keep cursing me .
and she even curse me to die even faster .
what kind of mother would curse her child like that ?
im tired of everything ..
i feel like giving up my life ..
sometimes i ask if i am her daughter or not . she didnt even treat me like her daughter lahh .
i never get to feel what it like to be cared & love by someone you love the most be it family or friends ..
each of them have their own thing to do and nvr bother about me wheather im ok or ko ...


how i wish i have a life of my own without being curse & control like a genie in the lamp ..


Ps:IMissYou ~
7:56 PM

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

i guess today is the last of everything heh?
today celebrate graduation day & it is so damn freaking bored . -.-"
recess i look like a fool like cat chasing mouse ..
LOL . 
becuz them(grilsfriend)
i not ready anyhow say ....
then aft school then have the real courage . 
LOL ...
give the thing to...
soory uh . 
tak bagos ..
sorry if you dont like it .


then that it. everything seem to happen so fast .
:'(
then i relise that tomorow onwards gonna be different .
school now ends at 10:15...
so gonaa be different .
only in the morning . :'(
i hate it now .why must it happen this year?
WHY MUST BE THIS YEAR?


im so sad now . but overall im happy my wish come true .
9:00 PM

Monday, September 20, 2010

just now aft sch . go tam mall with aishah , tiraa & zee . ;)
then go jalan2....
walk2 first go the Hershley .then go basement 1 ...
then find present for ..
found the perfect present . & all i do is to decorate it . 
i bought stickers & color markers pen..
i go home kena scold by mom for home late when actually i aldry told dad im home late .
like WTH ?
then go decorate the thing lah to giv ...
YOU KNOW WHO ~ ...
then check2...
ade ANAK HARAM mane lah spoil kan itu bende . and the whole thing is ruin ..
tomorow . I MUST GO BACK to the shop & but new one & start laa over .
like bitch rite?
HAISH~...
what a life .
wednesday is gonna be a big day i guess?
haish ~ big & boring day .
big day cuz .
i MUST be brave & go to ....
to pass the present & try to talk to...
the bores is graduation day & damn Fishing bored :'(
haish~
why time travel so fast ?
i am not ready to end all this .
but one thing . tough this year end so fast .
you will always be my special man <3
ILoveYou Boy :)


daddy ugly duckling is gonna evolving to a swan soon <3
11:29 PM

Sunday, September 19, 2010

after i read a text . i just feel sad . i dont know why . and theres one song that can relate the feel that im feeling rite now :'(




Dalam hati ini ada nama mu
Nama seorang insan yang aku rindu
Dalam diri ini ada sayang mu
Sayangnya diri mu tidak mengerti

Dalam senyuman ini ada tangisan
Tangisan seorang insan terluka
Dalam jiwa ini ada pilunya
Pilu yang membuat aku menangis
Oh hibanya... ( oh... )

Sayu hati... sayu sekali
Melihat engkau berpimpin tangan
Dengan sidia
Sakit hati... sakit sekali
Pabila cinta yang aku beri tak dihargai

Sungguh terhina letih tidak bermaya
Rasa terkilan bunga yang ku puja
Kini mekar harum di jambangan orang
Kau yang ku sayang
Aku yang gundah

Kalau tahu sakit begini
Tidak aku bermain cinta
Kalau tahu siksa begini
Tidak aku menyanyangi mu
Pilu resah di hati ini
Mengusung rindu...
Ku tak berdaya
8:11 AM

Saturday, September 18, 2010

heyho . hahahahahaq . i am very happy today but i dont know why . just now . i karauke with my mom :) heehe .
but the song so sedih . ~ haha . i jiwang :) &AND;&AND;&AND; when i sing i remember him <;3


oh boy . damn .
monday i going to shop to buy him a present . heehe . :) later i show the pict how i want to buy.. okay not :)




IM TRYING TO FIND THE PICT AT GOOGLE BUT PICTURE NO WHERE TO BE FOUND :'(


PS : IMissYou<3
8:26 PM


i feel like giving ..... a present .
i have it in my mind alrdy . but
i scared im too much ?
is it too much ?
hmmmm .
im scared .
LOL .
i want to talk to,....
any tips?
i scared to talk .
and i scared once i talk to him idk what to talk ..
haish ~
10:34 AM

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Monday Go bugis with aishah . ziella & joy ..
take pict . then go home .
yestrday no interesting .
cry before sleep then wal lah .
today go band the conductor change to DEYI band conductor . 
30 years of experience . woahh . HAHA

22nd sept. go farfar away lehh .
i want to talk to him :'(
9:47 PM

Sunday, September 12, 2010

goodnight. im tired . no raya today :D hahaa .
tomorow school .
hope everything back to normal :'(  
i miss the times . :(
PS: IMissYou :'(
10:42 PM


i dont know why but i keep thing of you today .
i think of you too much ~
wish u enjoy your raya .


PS: IMissYou :'(
2:37 AM

Friday, September 10, 2010

slamat hari raya kepada semua muslimin muslimat ..
:D

Putri ingin menyusun sepuluh jari mohon maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki kalau ada silap salah terkasar bahase menyigungkan perasaan kau . harap kau dapt maafkan .
halalkan makan minum aku .....


first day raya . 
as usual . never go out cuz people come to my house . :)
then . when seeking for forgiveness time i never cry hehe .
i told myself not to cry :)
heehee .
then . nothing intresting except for one thing .


i heard from my brother very own mouth .
Dad is suffering from heart attack all this while & he dont even tell us(family)
and until now . Mom doesnt know bout that .
only my siblings . my sister & brother know but they dont tell me .
i've been asking them is dad okay .
but they keep saying that he sick because of his age .


Abang says . make sure he never fall down or he will be half paralyze..
if he suffering of breathing difficulties  must watch out cuz he anytime can GO :'(
i dont want to lose you bak .
i really dont want to lose you . i cant imagine what my life without you...


bak . i really sayang you .
im sorry i've been a bad daughter .


im so depressed now .
why everything must be like this ?

10:43 PM

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

everything is gonna end soon and all there left is memory . the memories that i will treasure till i die . :'(
7:30 PM

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Whatever what would a girl like you want from a rebel like me?
Got no money in the bank just stuck in a council estate ??
Together, will get abit closer to the dream
lets fly away just you and me so its up to you

who would be dumb enough to
lose all that I have got for you
all to myself
all to yourself
8:23 PM

Monday, September 6, 2010

I don't slip or trip when she asks me where I've been (Where you been?)
One big smile on my face d-d-darling it's just you and me (you and me)
Now I'm on some Alfie behaviour, I'll call you back later
Too many fish in the sea for me
But when the lights come on and what's her name is gone
I realise where I'm supposed to be

I tried to believe every word of your sweet story
But intuition keeps telling me
Your making a fool outta me

'Cos I'm such a good liar
Just admit it
I never did it
Yes you did
No I didn't

I'm playing with fire
Just admit it
I never did it
I know you did it
No I didn't (yes you did)

'Cos I'm such a good liar
(Mr Hudson Ad-Lib)
I can't help myself I keep playing with fire
(Mr Hudson Ad-Lib)
(Tulisa Ad-Lib)
Such a good liar

Thoughts running wild through the night as I watch you sleep (She's getting closer)
I can't help but check his texts while he's passed out next to me (It's only a matter of time)
I'm on some CSI behaviour, Who's gonna save ya?
You'll be the fool when the truth comes out
But when those lights come on and what's her face is gone we're straight back to the same routine

I tried to believe every word of your sweet story
But intuition keeps telling me
Your making a fool outta me

'Cos I'm such a good liar
Just admit it
I never did it
Yes you did
No I didn't

I'm playing with fire
Just admit it
I never did it
I know you did it
No I didn't (yes you did)

'Cos I'm such a good liar
(Mr Hudson Ad-Lib)
I can't help myself I keep playing with fire
(Mr Hudson Ad-Lib)
(Tulisa Ad-Lib)
Such a good liar

Living life in disguise
Can't keep up with these lies
She do anything to try and catch me out
But I never leave no signs
In my heart we were meant to be
Guys like me we be like 2 or 3
Trust
I can't help myself I love girls (what)
I get a kick out of playin' with fire
I get a kick out of playin' with fire
Playing with fire
Playing with fire
She ain't going no where, you know why?

'Cos I'm such a good liar
Just admit it
I never did it
Yes you did it
No I didn't

I'm playing with fire
Just admit it
I never did it
I know you did it
No I didn't (yes you did)

'Cos I'm such a good liar
Just admit it
I never did it
Yes you did it
No I didn't

I'm playing with fire
Just admit it
I never did it
I know you did it
No I didn't (yes you did)

(Ad-libs to fade)
6:57 PM


i mean nothing to you guys . im just a doll to you guys that makes you people making fun of me . adn always come to me when you need me . yeah . who needs me anyway ? 
im just a used tissue paper . :'(
5:51 PM

Friday, September 3, 2010


I need you
I need ya
I need you
I need ya
Baby, I need you
I need ya
I need you
I need ya

Last night was a blur, but all I remember is
Black shirt, bare carats on my wrist
Me and a couple men rollin' up in a whip
Met a pretty young lady, should I say bitch
Will I ever see you again
Always thinkin' for another man's riches
Why do you do this to us men
And that's why we call them bitches
See I don't understand, she wasn't with a man
How could I leave without a number in my hand
I went to go on Facebook, will I get a face back
Trying to find you is like a needle in a haystack

I came so close, you touched my body
You left me standing like a statue, baby I need you

I was missing yesterday
I'm pissed I never took your number
Now you're nowhere to be found
I'm going mad, I need you
I been searchin' all over Facebook,
and I can't seem to find you
I really have to find you, baby I need you

I need ya
I need you
I need ya
Oh oh, oh, oh oh

Last night I met a fella he made me feel so, oh oh oh
That can mean what you want it to mean
Popped to the ladies for a sec (Uh, I'll be back in five, yeh?)
But when I came back out he left (I felt so alone)
He left me standing in my LBD and my bang bang shoes
I was so confused

I came so close, you touched my body
You left me standing like a statue, baby I need you

I was missing yesterday
I'm pissed I never took your number
Now you're nowhere to be found
I'm going mad, I need you
I've been searchin' all over Facebook,
and I can't seem to find you
I really have to find you, baby I need you

See now I gotta find someone like you
You ain't gonna find no one like me
Someone tell me what the hell I should do

Will I ever find someone just like you (I don't think so)
Not quite like me
Girl, you're one in a million (I'm one in a million)

Yo, what do I do I need to find you girl
'Cos you could be the one to make a change in my world
Maybe one day I'll put a ring around your finger
You should try bein' with a singer
And do you know the meaning of a stark in jail
Until we meet again, my heart's on bail
Wherever you are right now, I just wanna let you know that

You're my love
I was missing yesterday
I'm pissed I never took your number
Now you're nowhere to be found
I'm going mad, I need you
I've been searchin' all over Facebook,
and I can't seem to find you
I really have to find you, baby I need you

See now I gotta find someone like you
You ain't gonna find no one like me
Someone tell me what the hell I should do

Will I ever find someone just like you (I don't think so)
Not quite like me
Girl, you're one in a million

I need you
I need ya
I need you
I need ya
Baby, I need you
I need ya
I need you
I need ya
5:07 PM


haunted changi was awesome !!!
so scary siol ....
but not scary with the ite behind us making whole lot funneh ... HAHA
rollercoaster ride lah .
tembus tembok lah ...


then check2 my hair kena sit ... 
duh~
HAHAH
memory sia . 
watch haunted changi ..
very kesian the people in the movie ...
:'(






PS: IMissYou~
5:42 AM

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

fcuk shit ....
the motive of me stalking you for what siaa?
_____ & ______
tk der life kape siaa .
you two ehq make me cry for no reason . fcuk it ehq..
anyhow say i stalk that guy ...
dah mmg aku ngn kawan aku ambek bus at that particular busstop ..
yg tibe2 aku kna for stalking tiu lelaki knpe siaa?


WTH . bingit uh ~
:'(


the motive of me stalking you ?
6:21 PM

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