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Herself 
Putri Sastraa year older every 12th May a fan of ~♡♥ONE DIRECTION♥♡~ and you only know about me 40% thru this |
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Herself
Putri Sastraa year older every 12th May a fan of ~♡♥ONE DIRECTION♥♡~ and you only know about me 40% thru this |
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Thursday, July 29, 2010
ehq . sorry for not online . updaate status at twitter and blogging and tumblring . been busy with sister wedding . will update as soon as i can . and you . i am sorry . i shouldnt have ask you ;( 11:25 PM
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
have you ever heard a mom tells her daughter that she regrets goiving birth to her ? cuz that what my mom told me . and i am veryvery hurt :'( only him amkes my day . thnk you MAABN <3 9:43 PM
Monday, July 26, 2010
my everyhting is at the bottom of the page . i dont know why . but i think its cool hahaha . want to tag me . go scroll down . gogogo . shoo down :) haaahaa ! 8:39 PM
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~ Can i say that i missed chatting with you ? ~ :( nac i veha ruoy munerb ? :) ♥ 5:18 PM
Sunday, July 25, 2010
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on saturday . go national library . while odw going to the lib me and athirah sit in the train while aishah n fadhilah stand . so i sleep laa since a long way to go :) then smewhere around eunos i think . athirah wake me up . *nudgenudge* in side my heart "alamak . nie makcik ehh . org tgh syiok2 tido" haahaaha .then i ask her what . she show me to a direction and i saw a human being :) haahahaha . :) then drop at bugis . ade mat salleh hot siot , haaha . thenthen . at lib . participate the sajak thinggy . then finish go jln2 then go back tamp . go jln2 at T1 . with ila . aishah . then 3 of us saw the most sweetest couple i ever seen . the guy like handsome laa . but the girl . is disabled . lucky the girl seyy ,. the boy willing to accept her in whatever condition she is . maklumlaa kan . nowadays want to find such guy susah nak dapat . HAHAH . now kan boys prefer beauty then the inside heart :) 11:04 PM
Saturday, July 24, 2010
DO YOU THINK I LIKE TO LIE TO MY OWN SELF ?
IF NOT BECAUSE OF SOME PEOPLE THAT PREAD AROUND I WOULDNT WANT TO LIE LAA EHYS . MY LIFE IS ALREADY MISERABLE AND SOMEMORE THERE MORE PEOPLE ADDING TO MY MISERABLE . WHY IS IT HARD FOR U PEOPLE TO SEE ME HAPPY ? WHY EVERYTIME WHEN I WANT TO BE HAPPY THERE NUST BE SOMEBODY THAT WANT TO MAKE ME FEEL SAD . HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO FIND MY HAPPINESS WHEN EVEYTIME IM TRYING TO BE HAPPY THERE WILL BE SOMEONE TO RUIN MY HAPINESS . I REALLY WISH THAT I COULD FIND MY HAPPINESS SOON . REALLY REALLY SOON . 6:59 AM
Thursday, July 22, 2010
is it that obvious? haaha . okay laaa . whatever rumours u hear saying that i like this perticular guy in my school not true at all . ya maybe at school got the initial MAABN . but doesnt mean it had to be the guy in my school rite ? haihs . okaey aku merepek . but seriously dont make assumptions . my initial is PS . and also there a guy in my school name initial also PS . MAABN doen has to be the guy in my school :)
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Tuesday, July 20, 2010
just buy new handphone number :) want my number ask me pesonally . :) 9:21 PM
sorry :( aku betul2 sekarang malu nak go recess for some stupid stuff had happend? like wth ? recess . two of my friend . thought a group of boys taking my picts crying and they confront the group of boys . haish . kesian . padahal they took each other pictures . sorry gentlements ;( i had my back turning on u guys and i dont even know a thing . check2 a friend told me to walk off from there and i just walk off laaa . that friend say that the group of boys taking my pict ? in my heart i think for what they want to take my pict . this problem got nothing to do with me . and i dont even know a thing . i swear . but i am sorry . seriously . i dont know what to say . i really feel malu cuz after what she told me . all of sudden my name ade . i dont know a thing . but i am sorry . sorry guys :( 8:12 PM
Monday, July 19, 2010
Inilah aku apa adanya Yang ingin membuatmu bahagia Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna Sesempurna cintaku padamu Ini cintaku apa adanya Yang ingin selalu di sampingmu Ku tahu semua tiada yg sempurna Di bawah kolong langit ini Jalan kita masih panjang Ku ingin kau selalu disini Biar cinta kita tumbuh harum mewangi Dan dunia menjadi saksinya Untuk apa kita membuang-buang waktu Dengan kata kata perpisahan Demi cinta kita aku akan menjaga Cinta kita yg telah kita bina Walau hari terus berganti hari lagi Cinta kita abadi selamanya Jalan kita masih panjang Ku ingin kau selalu disini Biar cinta kita tumbuh harum mewangi Dan dunia menjadi saksinya Untuk apa kita membuang-buang waktu Dengan kata kata perpisahan Demi cinta kita aku akan menjaga
Cinta kita yg telah kita bina Walau hari terus berganti hari lagi Cinta kita abadi selamanya 10:51 PM
chatting with hydir idris !!!!!!!!!!!!1 WHOOHOO ! :) 10:34 PM
you will never know true happiness until you have truly loved; and you will never understand what pain really is until you have lost it . ♥ i forget alot of things because he takes up most of the space in my memory the weirdest thing that happened the other morning , i woke up with tears in my eyes and one rolling down my cheek and I knew that i must been dreaming of you again :( If you love something . let it go, if it come back to you its yours. if it doesnt, it never was and never meant to be . you love someone not because you want him to love too but rather you love him simply because you found no reason not too . :) 9:51 PM
Saturday, July 17, 2010
hello :) haaha . i just break with my BF . YEAY !!!! dhe cakap aku despo untuk tunggu kan _ _ _ _ _ . abeh dhe tuu . aku dah reject berkali2 maseh nak kan aku tuu tak despo uh . bodoh peh laki . OMG . :( dhe tak nak accept yang kite dah break tu dhe peh pasal . haaha . aku single :) i only love one guy and i am sticking on that . orang nak kate ape tuu dhorg nye pasal . ini hidup aku . :) heehe . abah . putri rindu abah :( putri masih tak percaye abah dah tak ade kenpae mesti abah . asal tak putri ajekk . putri pat sini pon tak ade gune . tak ade orang pon pedulikan putri :( abah . putri rindu abah :'( 12:52 PM
Friday, July 16, 2010
seriously i am miserable now . really really miserable . :( i lose someone in my life already :( andand somemore i check my tweeter . i see the two couples . so sweet make me envy . seriously shit can i like live in this world with the person that i love around me ? i cant stand this shit anymore . :( :( why must it be me to go through all this ? i tired i just want to be surrounded by the person that i love and care around :( i miss you abah :( and i love you boy . everysingle seconds of my life :( 10:21 PM
after 3 months he had gone . now my parents told me that my bapak angkat had passed away . i cant believe it siaa how could it be ? i really dont belive . abah . putri tak percaye abah dah tinggalkan putri forever . i lose somebody that i cared and love twice already plus you . SEMOGA ALLAH RINGANKAN SIKSA KUBURMU DAN SELALU MELINDUNGI MU. SEMOGA ROH MU SENTIASA BERADA DISISI ALLAH BERSAMA ORANG YANG BERIMAN . Putri rindu abah . tahutahu abah dah takada . bary hari tuu putri kol abah tapi num tak angkat . seriouslyy i cant believe that u have gone like forever . :'( i am having a hard time now . and plus ur death news . omg . i dont know how i could handle . abah . putri sayang abah :( putri sentiasa rindu abah . 9:38 PM
haaha . oh well the person i used to LIKE now has a GF . wow . last long eyhys :) he has moved on .:) oh well . :( i still sucks . 5:37 PM
today is the most embarasing day of my life . swear :( i am sorry . really sorry . if u want to judge me . judge laaa . but really i am sorry :'( 5:20 PM
Thursday, July 15, 2010
my everyday life is getting weirder . i hate my self . i hate everything that i am going through now . everything is unfair for me . why cant i get to be with the one that i love and care around me just like them ? my family is already like WTH . now at school ? everythig is just so unfair . why must i go through all of this ? why me ? it hurt me alot . it just feel the same as tough i killing myself . :'( why my sister get eveything that i want bt i never get anything . i really envy those people that have the person that they love by their side no one always there when i need them . no one understands me :( the only things that i want is being with the person that i care and love the most plus my family . i gone throuh enough already . i want all of this to end , i cant stand it anymore already . one problem piling up after another without any solution . but i know this is all COBAAn yg ALLAH give me . :'( but i cant stand all of this anymore :'( 10:06 PM
I AM BISEXUAL :D HAAHA . putri tingtong . now a days crazyy :)) LOL=.=" 7:50 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
what do you feel . when the person that you love dont love you in a reply . and you will wait for the person until when only ALLAh knows . and then other guy ask you for stead and u accept but you have no feelings towards the guy andand it hurts whenver u say i love you to the guy when you know the i love you doenst mean anything to the guy but its actually for the one you love ?u accept the guy to forget thee person that you love because u had been influence by ur friend saying that no point waiting for someone that doesnt love you in return and make you feel like a cheap lady ? that what i feeling right now . haish . its so complicated . i am just 16 and i make myself to think too much on this stupid feelings . i wonder why this love feeling have to exist in me . i only wish that the person that i stead with right now is the person that i really really love now . cuz its hurts me to say ily to the person that i dnt love . but why did i accept the guy when i have no feelings? haish putriputri . bodoh sungguh engkau :( kk laa bye . sometimes i feel like being a butch . if now because of dosa . i think i already become butch . 6:50 PM
140710 yes i attached now . pathetic me . i'm attached to this guy but i not in love with him . cuz . i only like this perticular guy and no one else . i dont know why am i steading with this guy . i am just playing with my own feelings :'( sadsadsadcryingcryingcrying . i dont know laaaa. it just complicated for me ;'( idk to listen to my friends or what . seriously shit . i dont understand my own feelings now . i really like this perticular guy butbut sometimes what my friend say is also right . they always like to say . "dah terang2 itu lelaki tak suke kau abeh kau maseh nak kan dhe" they make me sound like i am no shame :'( idontknow. idontknow ireallydontknow:'( i am hurt now . reallyreally hurt :'( <3 MAABN . always . how i wish it was _ _ _ . :'( 3:22 PM
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
hmmm . just now trip to ite semei was so bored but the food was delicious :) heehe . got one of my friend say to me . "wah sheyy putri . go ite semei . got alot of hotstuff . can wash ur eye eh . HAHAH " i laugh . but nope i didnt wash any of my eye , heh ~ frankly speaking eversince i like _______, i close all my bad habits already . all the nonscene stuff i stop . hehs ~ then just now recess . my ffriend told me or ask me idk . she says that ade orang cakap setiap kali i look at the person i always cry . my friend tanye kenape . but i say i dont know ___________________________________________________________________________. i dont know why .i am just in this complicated state , i dont know why . i feel weird . haish ~ n level nak dekat somemore i am in this condition . seriously i dont understand :'( k bye ~ maabn <3 7:39 PM
Monday, July 12, 2010
my friend ask me why only now that i like him ? why not last year or the year before ? why now ? the last year of school . oh well i dont know . yarr horr . why now ? . guess this is all kehendak ALLAH . :) 7:29 PM
what the hell . yesterday i dream of ____________. ________ friend say that __ want to meet at 1 pm . huh ? OMG . lols . 5:58 PM
 damn ur a hot stuff . HAHA . change the word from. ~damn ur a sexy bitch :) haaha . today heh . urmm . what can i say .urm . morning assmebly . i almost late . so i sit behind . today PE . i nvr bring pe attire . rahayu borrow me her extra shirt andand i borrow GO pe short . reason pe short kna stain :) heehe *cheeky* thenthen recess . urmm . what can i say . nothing intresting happen . thenthen . after school . the intresting that happened . hmm . i eat thenthen . my friend dont know go where then tibe2 alek ckp "aku nmpk . datang sini ." i was like huh ? who ? my friend says . "eh . eh . eh . eh . eh " haahahaaha . lol .=.=" thenthen . i know what she mean .:) then . oral . oral sucks to the core . but got some best part laa . but i dont want to elaborate on the best part . the worst part is that . i shaking so badly andand . i keep saying the wrong words and keep repaeting my word . so damn nervous siaa . :( ohmygosh ~ haish . klaaa . that it for today :) bye . ~putrihearthim ~ 5:09 PM
Sunday, July 11, 2010
i owe you an apology for listening to my friend more than listening to my heart . i shouldnt have listen to them when it come to the matter of love and like . its my heart that i should have follow . i shouldnt have doubts on you . :'( 6:53 PM
i know i am not blind yet .. but why just now when i checked the post it suddenly at there plus the wevry first one that is missing . padahal that day i checked its not there . a few times . i eve get my friend to re-checked . OMG . what is this ? but i am glad that there no post missing . not a single post :) guess the Facebook went somethin ting tong ~ heehe :D because that post can make me happy when i am down and that post is from someone special :D 4:52 PM
boy i miss you alots and i still love you ~ but the situation now is freaking me out . 1:01 PM
Saturday, July 10, 2010
even if you dislike me dont ____________ . i wonder where the post have lost . its not the first time . a post wont be lost just like that . it could been either me or you but i never delete anything but u also could have say no . then who ? I WANT BACK MY MISSING POST ! ~ 8:48 AM
Friday, July 9, 2010
okayokay . today is firday and i hate friday :( haish . hmmm . recess i sit alone bcuz they sit too near to ........ haaha . after eating then join them :D hehs;) then after school . i tot if see ____ at busstop want to pass the invitation card so then wait laa . lol=.=" arzli want to help me pass to ____ since i had difficulties to talk to boys haaha . then go back scholl terjumpe aishah(sec 3 npcc) she say lets go 4th floor to ____ classroom to pass the card so arzli n aishah me go laa 4th florr . then when want to walk pass i chicken out . arzli pull me haaha to walk pass . and then aishah help me call ____ . then ____ come out . and i am speechless . haish . i hide standing at 5D back door while ____ stand at his class door . haish . i want to say something but tibe2 tergagap :) then his friend suddenly come out . BUSYBODY LAA ! ALAMAK . haaha . lagi i become more speechless . the invitation card in my hand and i am shaking like hell . haaha at last i ask arzli to help me say n pass the card . :D i heard him laugh ~ heehe :) today is history that i'll never forget . lols>< butbut . paiseyy uhk . now i scared to go recess ~ and and . after school go out 4 a while then come back at 4 . go clarkquey with mdm zaleela n miss huda for a tok with sec 4A n sec 3 . hosted by Najib Ali and GOT HYRUL ANUAR ! omg . :D i take picture with him :D yeay :D !!! k byebye . :D <3MAABN :D 9:06 PM
Thursday, July 8, 2010
aku kalau boleh ehq . tak nak scold bad words lagi taw . because of this someone i want to stop all my bad habits . i want to try to change . this someone says follow what my heart says . but my heart says i can get ? should i listen ? heh this someone should i listen to my heart for that ? and thanks to that fat ass bitch i scold again . okok .fine . i dont scold anymore okay ? heehe . and today in school AWESOME :D heh . today i fasting and and during recess clearview=.=" hehs ? haaha then . during english .like about end of the day like that uh . i fall asleep . then . i wake before next teacher come in . i also want to go toilet uh . the i saw two figure outside the lib . as if looking in side my classroom . not sure ley . then i see clearly n closely . check2 this someone . heh~ then cepat2 keluar like lol until my shoe Teropen . :))) heehe . thenthen . urmm i thought i dnt get to see anymore uhk . so i put on my shoe . just when i putting on my shoe . i heard someone call the name and look up . see this someone starring down smiling i think . idk . haish~ until somebody say something that really really hurt me . really . the owrds hurt me :'( doesnt mean you have a partner you can llok down on me . :'( 10:38 PM
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
i miss you damn lots :) i miss you damn lots :) i miss you damn lots :) i miss you damn lots :) i miss you damn lots :) heehehehehehe .:D wish i could talk to _______ directly . i am a coward to talk to a spicies named BOYS ;'( haish . HAHAHAh . i miss you damn lots :) i miss you damn lots :) i miss you damn lots :) i miss you damn lots :) i miss you damn lots :) <3 Maabn 9:53 PM
.jpg) okok . i dont how to say this but i dont if i still love HIM . cuz the more i want to forget him the more i syg him . disgusting right ? HAH . that one your problem :D heehe . long time never update the blog . last week . urmm let me see ? hmm . recess always happy for me . HAHA until on tuesday which is yesterday . i so heartbroke that i cried when i see him. urgh . cannot tell how pain i m in . of the 3 years i LOVE H_ _ _ _ _ n . and i ever LIKE someone .. this pain i really never feel before . i guess i having hopes that i shouldnt have . hmmm . *SOMEONE* told me that to follow what my heart says . so . my haert says i can get what i wish for . which i sholdnt have be hoping alot . haish . hurt so hurt haish . then . on tuesday afternoon . right after school . i watch ECLIPSE with NamirahBestfriend and ArzliBestfriend :D waohh . so kecoh(havock) HAHAHA . fun and funny I WANT TO WATCH AGAIN !!!! urghhh . JAcobBlack(taylorLautner) OMG ! SO FREAKING HAWTHAWT :D heehe . then just now after school meet MUNIRAH . HAHAHAHHA so fun . and got one fat ass bitch that thinks she the hotstuff of the school yang the eyebrow like drawing using a sauceplate in macdonald go talk about me behind my back .say what i step emo ? like whatthefcuk uhks . ape yang aku STEP siaa . this is what i am . kau pehal . tak suke bual depan2 uh pukitangs . kau tuu uh sial . tengok cemin muke kau . kau pker kau mana peh lawa siall dah laa size xxxxxxllllll . nk step maneh peh pakai s . sedar diri ke tak . badaksumbu . eee . sial uhk . aku paling pantang sial . orang bual belakang aku . PuKICHIBAI uhk sial . tak happy ngan aku bual depanaku uh sial . tak de puki peh bual blakang aku . !@#$%*_})(*%^$%@#!$#%^&*)_(*$%# kau tgk jekk . sial uhk . haish . what the hell putri . because of one fatso u go scold bad words . i must stop scolding badwords:D bye uhk . <3 MAABN . 9:44 PM
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