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Herself 
Putri Sastraa year older every 12th May a fan of ~♡♥ONE DIRECTION♥♡~ and you only know about me 40% thru this |
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Herself
Putri Sastraa year older every 12th May a fan of ~♡♥ONE DIRECTION♥♡~ and you only know about me 40% thru this |
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Tuesday, June 29, 2010
i hate today . i looked like a fool just now in front of him . seriously siaa malu dok .
thnks to umirah ehq buat aku melatah OUT LOUD in the canteen and in front of ___________. haish .not going to talk anymore uhk . sedyh pe siaa . HAHA after school go do art and then sit at dnt and go home with rahayu and suhaibah . HEHE . now i am actually crying . idk why . but seriously i look like a fool . :( sadsadsad:( :( 6:59 PM
Sunday, June 27, 2010
#240 post :) clean thee house like hell especially my room . move here n there .
hiash . then came ocross yearbook 2007 . heehe . go look somebody from what class on 07 . damn that someone so cute HAHAHA . really cute with the smile like > :D haaha . really cute . then suay . congakak fall onto my toes . haish . i so unlucky seyh . :( heehe . dah la my leg bleeding then the congkak fall kna my leg . so pain . :'( huahuahua ~ then now do nothing my leg very very very pain . yeay ! finally holiday over :) tomorow schooling . cant wait . nak lepas rindu ppuas2 :D 8:52 PM
Thursday, June 24, 2010
happy day ;D haahaaha . just now went for art . meet aishah n veronice :D heehe . then after art go aishah house and accompany her to HABOURFONT with her sister . then accompany her sister to VIVOCITY while aishah need to work (kesian) heehe . go cotton on buy shoe and walk2 at the vivo . the shopkeeper keep following us and stare us like as if going to rob the bank like that . everyshop we go the samething happen . HAhA . hiash . budak step sachok stare like WTF . then go to the pool . HAHA . fisrt . we sit then all of sudden ade MAT SALLEH dudok beside us . HAHA . so hawt :)) the hot one wear ripcurl seluar . so nice :D heehe . the hot one like keep looking at us seyh . HAHA . *SS* then they 3 went off . a few min later we go thier direction . check2 they missing . haish . then window shooping . go ripcul shop . see the pants exactly that hawt guy wearing . NAK BELI uh haaha . harga pon cantik :) then i go the urbanmale shop . got one cloth nicee . i know what to buy for aishah belated bdae alrdy .heehe . :) then at 5 go back to macdonald want to fetch aishah . check2 she go home at 7 . kesian . i cannot wait so i go home first lorr . HAHA . kesian her sister need wait for her . i tot my mom will scold me late home . check2 reach home at 6.20 mama nvr scold . hmm . lucky mee , yeay ! next week school open :D i miss my friends . i miss my school . i miss my teacher(some) i miss the FOOD :) AND last . I MISS HIM :)) 7:06 PM
YEAY ! Next week school reopen :D heeeheeeheeeheee . i miss school . i miss teachers(certain) i miss my friends . and i miss da FOOD :D haaha . today woah . so tiredd . from 6 pm to 1 am . sit and do my sister wedding invitation card . like waoh ! tired seyh . FRIENDS . just wait for the invitation yerr :D heeheehe :)) holiday so boring siaa . nothing interesting happen . 4B pit oso nvr go . need to babysit my niece . if not go alrdy seyy . hmmm . now . i must stop my habit of scolding vulgar and i need to SMILE :D haaha . a few things i need to change . and sure i must diet . open school i need to start fasting . payback last year and and oso save money . simcard havent buy seyh :'( hmmm ... now what . yesterday from no mood then haave mood . haaha thnks to HIM :D heeheehee . he online . then chat for a while and that it .:D heehe . nice of him ;)) hmmm . tired laa. sleepy . i want to go sleep . tomorow go school . yeay . and and please MONDAY . come quick :D 1:28 AM
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
seriosuly i now like lazy siaa update blog . urghh . day past night past . everyday i am waiting . will never stop waiting . waiting for what ? for me to know for u to find out :D hmmm . just now go sch . dad sent . mama so bzbody . suro dad sent and go meet teacher like fftt . seriosuly so menyebok . teacher no have daddy sent home . my face sulk . busybody . sopil everything . lerr . just thinking of ........ @#$%^*()(*&^%$#@#$%^*()(*&^%$#@#$%^*()(*&^%$#@#$%^&*( seriously no mood . whole day mood spoil by ......... uuurrrghhh ! everday i feel like crying . i cried whenever read ur message. i cried whenever see ur pictures . i miss you whole day long . i cant stand it anymore . the MORE i want to forget you the MORE i remember you . i dont want to LOVE you . i just want to LIKE you as a friend . and i do really LIKE you as a friend and not LOVE you as a couple . but why i want to forget you in my mind so damn difficuilt ? haish . no more of people . haish . so MISERABLE . 11:27 AM
Monday, June 21, 2010
HANYA ALLAH SAHAJA LAH YANG TAHU BETAPE RINDU NYE AKU KEPADA KORG SEMUA D: 3:02 PM
Sunday, June 20, 2010
want to forget bout *insertname* but cannot . haish . missed *insertname* cepat lah buka sekolah . one more week to endure . haish : sick n tired sitting at home . :( i miss my dearest friends :’( i miss school lots(like real hees)
2:05 AM
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
GOSH . i say *insertname* in my sleep until my aunt say who is *insertname* OMG :((( this is sure not my first or second or third time . it had been alot of time . GOSH . please stop it . i dont want this anymore . help me to forget him . please . :( and and PLEASE SOMEONE TEACH ME TO BE A Feminine :'( 4:15 PM
Sunday, June 13, 2010
i am very very very sad now . ABANG sey me to forget MAABN . amirul says: u wan to knal2 wif my best frn? ♫♪ Putri Sastra ♪♫ says: for? i only like MAABN amirul says: forget bout him ♫♪ Putri Sastra ♪♫ says: why u say forget bout MAABN ? amirul says: hes nothing try and meet new people forget the old ones tat break our heart sampai hati abang cakap macam gitu . Wonder how could i forget him ? easy for u to say bcuz ur a boy . yknow . seriously sometimes i just want to end my life . not becuz of this . but bcuz of my family stuff . so sad .siaa . i wish there someone that can understand me .
11:16 PM
haish . yesrterday sure a suay day for me . kesian seyy . hiash . yesterday i hid the laptop so that no one could use . then at 3 am my dad wake me up to find the laptop . i ignore him and went to sleep . then my mom memekak like hell . and i dont know what in me and i pissed off and ransack the kitchen for knife . then my dad come down . and scold and beat me . i more bingit and threaten him . to jump down the kitchen and i already pull open the window pane . my dad pull my hair , and i refuse to left from the window and . he punch me and beat me . urgh . i thnik i broke my nose . and like what sia . i bingit siaa . its like my mom keep scolding me for nothing and like always says like i am a burden to her . she even says that i not at home much much better . her pain all doesnt come and she much more peaceful . what kind of mother would say to her daughter like that ? now seriously my body all aches . and just now early in the morning i left the house and stay at my aunty house . now i am not staying at my house . seriously i pissed off m=with my family . never always there when i need them . haish . i dont know what to say siaa . my body aches . kena punch . my nose also . pain you know :'( amma girl that doesnt know what the meanong love is . amma girl that never feel before what love is . amma girl that wishes someone would be there by herside and show her the meaning of true love . what it is like being care and love by someone . :'(
2:27 PM
Saturday, June 12, 2010
i am tired of everything . i am just tired of my life .
i hate living in my house . a family supposed to be lived happily . always togrther and feel the family bondness love each other . not for my family . my family sucks . no family bonding . never always together . i have 4 brothers and 1 sister but i feel that i am the only child. my first brother married and not always come back . my second brother married and hardly come back . my sister ; working and never come back and this 1 august she will be married . my third brother . i dont know what to say bout him . my fourth brother . ns and always scolding me . left me and me mum and my dad . my dad work taxi driver . and hardly at home . he work shift . and if he at home most time he spend sleeping . my mom . we always quarrel . she is sick . had bypass last 2 years and still not recover yet . and whenver her pain come . she blame me for her pain . whenever she sees me its like she sees a jembalang or what . mesti ade that she want to scold and call me names . she even say . i not at home much better . her pain loss and her mind is clear . she trying to say that i am the burden in the house . i never get to feel what it is like to be loved and cared by someone at least . people around me simply hates me . even my BF . its like all this while i tought they treat me as thier friend and and care bout me . but i dont think soo . i mean nothing . i am just a burden to people . :'( i just want to end my life . i hate my life . and there are people just making it worst . 10:34 PM
haah ! semua laki same jekk .
janji ini janji ituu . heehs . dulu kau ckp jgn delete itu gambar . aku tak delete siaa . sekarang kau dah der pompan baru ; gambar tuu kau delete . dasar ! padan lah muke kau . pompan kau take control kau . HAHA . penipu besar uhs ehys kau niek . CB _|_ laah . eeee ! geram nye . haish . putri yg kau nak geream wad pe . that wad he deserve . tough aku yang mintak break ngan dhe . then wad u expect . i wouldnt go for a guy that angkat gum and ade hidop lintang pukang . HAISH . =.=" apelah nasib . nasib laa . aku dah break ngan kau . ehys pompan kau baik uh . jambbuu . tgk profile kau . haaha . aku rase aku tahu asyl kau nak dhe . HAHA dasar semua lelaki same jekk . tengok pompan dari rupe dari badan . hiahs . =.=" 3:11 PM
chatting . yesterday chat with my abang(other person) . haaha . he keep apologize to me . haaha . at first i laugh . then . just now i read back the history . and i read two lines that make me cry . :i really feel like i need to say cause i feel that i am a bad guy . abang . you mean no harm . there no need for you to say sorry . no one hurt over here . not even me . so dont worry kay . no trouble cause . :D cheer up . 10:59 AM
BEWARE ! hahahahahahah . i really need to beware of my blogs and tumblr . HAHAHHAHA ade spies . OMFG ! hahahahahahha spies beware =.=” and and anyway . what the meaning of this ? obsessive schizophrenic psychopath stalker?
10:53 AM
 haaha . yesterday(10JUNE) had a nice day . meet my abang angkat~AmirulAdliBJamel . seriously . at first . sit with Wanii and Ziella and her BF . then then Abang came . haaha . speechless for a moment . haish . Wanii give me a weird look and Ziella keep laughing and abang keep starring at me like WTH . haaha then . Ziella left and Wanii also left . so left two of us . Abang ajak me jalan2 like very tiring . go find other seating place . chack2 we walk punya walk dah sampai at tampines sports stadium . maha penat larh . then go home . haaha . had fun lepaks with Abang :D haaha . then at home do nothing . hees~ ask Arzli to help me do the blogskin cuz his blogskin very nice liou ~ jiwe ehq Arzli :D thenthen . do nothing . and today(11JUNE) . i want to wish HAAPY BIRTHDAY TO RIZAL (4A) FIRDAUS(5C) KAK SAODAH(MY SEDARE) HAAAHAA . MAY U ENJOY UR DAY ,BLESSED WITH ALOT OF HAPPINESS,HEALTH AND ALWAYS WITH UR LOVE ONES :D then . chat with people and sort things out . haaha . finally . things sorted out with people . but only with one more people things had not YET sorted out . :(( sorry . seriously sorry . i regret it . and to u peoples , at the formspring . whoever u are . thnks for entertaining me with ur foolish annoying question . haaha . i am not pissed off yet i laugh . hhahahahahha . joke uh u boys . :D k bye nites ~ 12:14 AM
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Woits. Arzli here. tolong Putri ngan blogskin dher. dher naq jiwer ngan aku. Uh, bgos uhh tuh mcm, heh :D alright. kalo aper yg ko taq puas wf blogskin, edit sendiri. heh . sumer lagu jeq tuh, aku taq tukar. heh ;D kay bye. 10:20 PM
okay . that day . i am very very very upset and and i keep thinking all the negatives think happen . i sorry i said that . i sorry if watever i said offended you . but i didnt mean it that way . i appreciate u help . i should have wait for things to happen and not to folow my negatives instinct . i amm sorry i have hurt ur feelings . when i post the last long thinggy at ur wall . i mean it as a joke until u say jgn step baik . i tot ur angry with me saying the last long thinggy until i say setakat . i have no idea that ur upset with me because of the post that day until aishah said to me . i realyy am sorry . i want this misunderstanding to end . i want this arguement to end . the my blog post before this . i swear it had nothing to do with you . that post is about my jamiyah schoolmate . sorry friend . i had offended you . i mean no hurt i mean no fights . i didnt know it will turn out this way . this is just the cobaan that ALLAH gives me . i should not say before the things really happen . i hope u will forgive me . and i'll will always prey that may ALLAH will soften ur heart and forgive me . i regert what i did . sorry . YNBMY ; I AM TRULLY SORRY .
5:34 PM
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
kau nk buat joke ngan akuu pat class ape semua. aku tak ckp pape . beh . baru setakat aku kacau itu . kau nk ckp . aku jgn nk step baik pat kau . eh pompan kau setakat lah siaa . nk ckp aku ini aku itu ... at least . aku buat ini semua .aku ade sedar larh ehq . ygaku ini itu . dari kau . haram. nk step mane pah gerek padahal padahal. jgn mentang2 kau ade bnyk kwn ade ape semua . aku bley pandang rendah pat aku yg tak bernilai ape2 lah ehq pompan . kau tuu dah flirt buat hal flirt . anw . sape mkn chili dhe lah yg terase kan . sape2 kalo ade terase tuu kau nye pasal .1:23 PM
Sunday, June 6, 2010
then i change my PM . saying . "can i still write ur initial in my PM" then when he want to log off . he says . and the answer for ur PM . "whatever makes you happy . " then . at night . gosh . i cant stop thinking of him 24/7 and it effects me .. i keep forget things due to rmembering him alot . i want to forget him . but the more i want to forget the more i remember him . but now . i officially quit smoking ;D cheers . <3 MAABN . 7:36 AM
Thursday, June 3, 2010
after taking the courage to tell him that i love him . he show me that pathetic look . so now i know that i got no hope :( t then . aft school . go out then go back in schh . to use the comp . then . amirul adli online . the Normal tech . not the one that i love :D then . chat . then . ajak lepak . i bring along aishah long . then . the three of us lepak . behind school :D very very funny . before he come …….. haha aishah . u know i know kk ? heeh . 22222 .:D then . aishah ngan amirul jahat seyy . haaha . aishah can say ” kau gy stead ngan dhe sudah . psl matair lu . gua handle” hhaaahaahah . joke kape . maybe lah ehq … idk . matair org seyy . tapi akuu takots . :( aishah . i need to tok to u . secretly :D 11:09 PM
SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING . MY LAPPY GOT COFIScate and i cant update like i used too . urrgh ! u know . i had confess to him that i like him . yeah i'm ready for the consequence that will happen . but still i regret doing that . i scared he will avoid me n not chatting with me in msn anymore :( i will fulfil the promise that i had made . i will not appear in his face no more . i will not walk past him . never . but please . can we at least be friends? i feel so miserable now / 1:17 PM
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