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Herself 
Putri Sastraa year older every 12th May a fan of ~♡♥ONE DIRECTION♥♡~ and you only know about me 40% thru this |
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Herself
Putri Sastraa year older every 12th May a fan of ~♡♥ONE DIRECTION♥♡~ and you only know about me 40% thru this |
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Wednesday, May 26, 2010
kena throw by the clorox bottle by mom n pulled hair . :'( seriously i am not ok now :( thnks MAABN , just now ur motivation :) but still i am not okay :( i am hurt . my head is really a pain :'( feel like doing something stupid again .. slashing , or overdose . :'(
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Tuesday, May 25, 2010
i see you all the way in school today . i love my day today in school especially when u =want to climb up the stairs . :D u climb . i turn to look at u and u see me looking at u in ur very own direct eyes :D is it wrong for me to love you . i dont expect anything in return from you cuz i know you will jijik to love me as i know i am ugly fat ass . :'( but please dont give me that hatred look everytime u saw me looking in ur eyes ;( i can see it in ur eyes that u hate me . i knew it and i suspect that u know that i love you . so ... i dnyt care lah . what u want to say :( all i know is that i love you and that it :'(MAABN ; i love you <3 5:32 PM
english oral . hearts MAABN ... heys . just now english oral . now is @ school . just finish my oral . so take my opportunity to update my blogg . hahas .:D and and . just now kan . WOOWOWWOWOW . its like . tadi . he went for break . and i also went fpr break . its like so coincidence .when he went up to his class . he was the last to go up ... and and and . then . i go look at him , then . he also look at me . YEAH :D . ** jakon ** but the look on his face . his look . worries me . :( haha . i think he know that i like him horr . :( sadd . i dont want him to hate me seyy ... never . MAABN . ily :D just now is a memory :D
2:41 PM
Monday, May 24, 2010
post will be posted tomorow . so tired . lazy type . nites :D 9:52 PM
Sunday, May 23, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG !  HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG ! DAH 27 TAHUN SEYY . u guys may say i lying or wad ... but seriously i really contact with them and he allow me to call him abang . and i traet him like my abang angkat . :D his wifey is pregnant . selamat yer abang . :D another baby ;D hehehehehe . seriously i am so bored at home. idk when is my sister going to take away the lappy . and once she take the lappy . i will not going to update my webs until after n level :D i'll try to find a way to update kk ? promise . guys . i miss you lots . weekend such a bored stay at home . sick . monday . plaese come quick . just now he online . then . he offline . like pfft . idk i see him online i cried ? like WTH ? HAHHAHHAh . :D kk . i have tumblr . hahah . fun seyy . =.=" link my tumblr kk ? :DMAABN 11:40 AM
Saturday, May 22, 2010
heyyy . ! to those have twitter ; dailybooth and tumblr . follow me yaws . :D http://dailybooth.com/patricksastra (dailybooth) http://twitter.com/patricksastra (twitter) MAABN <3 i miss you . i can go crazyy . :(( 6:15 PM
Friday, May 21, 2010
heyy . just now . 210510 at 10.10pm . something happened . hah . :D SEZAIRI SEZALI !!!! tadi recess . termenung at him . then ; all of sudden , he and his friend turn and stare at ME . OMG . HAHAHHAHA . then . thnks uhs korg . korg bual ngan cikgu kann . i stay there see him more Hees ~ then ...... that it . my whole day happy siol . HAHAHAH . ok MAABN; i miss you <3 :(( 7:28 PM
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
my post is in malay yer aku fail . haish . i so damn . korg jgn nk kate korg paham aku lah . kalau korg paham aku kan tk akan jaid gini lah . aku tk kesepian . aku tk merane . bnyk lah korg nye tak paham aku ehq . merepek uh korg. korg tk pnh pker kan perasaan aku ; tk pnh pkerkan aku . semua penting kan diri sendiri masing2. tak ade org nk tlg aku dlm studies aku . tak pnh pon ade org ambek kisah psl aku . aku sakit ke aku dah mkn ke ... aku sakit ke tak korg buat dek ajekk . lagi2 mak . aku sakit mak langsung tk pnh ambil peduli . mak lebih pentingkan bu lebih dari aku . ape ini semua bu bu bu . aku fail mak tk pnh nak dorong aku ke ape . mak lagi boleh hamun aku bodoh niek semua . ini yg korg ckp korg ambek berat psl aku ? ape aku buat krog langsung tk peduli . aku angkat gum ke isap rokok ke slash tgn ke overdose penadol ke . tk de org ambek kisah . aku stress . tk de org ambek tahu . bingit uh . semua buat hal masin2 pat umah . aku slalu sendirian pat umah . boleh jadi gile . ketawe sorg ; bual sorg . ini laptop aje lah yg skrg jadi teman aku . aku tgk family lain . slalu ade family gathering . dhorg nye family slalu ade biloe mkn dinner ; lunch semua . korg tk pnh ke uh pkerkan aku skali pon? korg pker denagn kasi aku duit;present dah cukop uh . tak lah . where the love that i need in the family ? where the family bond that i need ?i grow up as a teenage without the love that i need from my loves ones . mama slalu maki hamun aku . beza2 kan aku dgn anak org lain . mak tak prnh pon skali ckp syg pat aku ke ape baik2... aku jadi gini semua psl korg . aku kuar pon tk leh . ini tak leh . balik lmbt pon tk leh . aku balik siang pon bukan nye ade ape ? rumah sepi . aku sorg . korg pnh tk pkerkan ? abeh kerja umah semua harapkan aku yg ano . semua panggil aku pemalas .tak nk buat ini itu . padahal aku dah buat . pade korg aku tk wad pape . pas tuu bilang org semua bende burok2 pasal aku . aku sakit tk leh buat kerja mak ckp aku alsan tk nk buat kerja rumah nye psl . ehq penat lah aku mcm gini . bile aku boleh ade life aku sendiri . there is nothig i can keep as memory in my teenage life . i hate my life ! ini yang korg ckp korg syg kan aku ?mc gini korg buat pat aku yg korg ckp korg syg aku ; korg paham aku . ehq kalau korg paham aku tak jadi mcm gini lah . aku tak akan rase mcm gini lah . mane2 aku pergi semua orang choose bu over me . maklumlah kan bu kan lawa . ada body . pandai bergaul pikat hati org . aku kan ape . siape yang nk ngan aku . burok , tk pandai buat kwn . ini itu tk bgs . abeh korg nk blame aku for this for that ? post yg merepek2 . ape yg aku post itulah yg aku rasekan .korg tk pnh pon ambek peduli psl aku . i want my old life back . i want my old family back . where everyone is tigether . in the hse . aku pnt lah . setiap mlm ngangis pkerkan psl nie semua . mcm ne aku nk concentrate dlm studies kalu one aft another yg tibul dlm pekrran aku . mcm ne aku nk blajar kalu 24 jam mak memekak suruh buat ni buat tuu . korg pker aku pki laptop free free mcm gitu ? itu pon aku pki tunggu mak dah tdo or at least bile tk de org pat umah . itu yg korg nk ckp aku pki laptop 24 hours ? i wonder if u ppl still treat me as part as the family . it seems as tough u ppl nvr even treat me like someone .5:44 PM
Saturday, May 15, 2010
fly like u nvr fly before . :D  HAHA . nothing better to do . i bored . really bored . :( i am sick . love sick . HAHA like real but seriously i am sick . but who cares aite ? even my mom wont believe . haish . 4 days worth not seeing . can become CRAZY . :'( monday going back to school to do ART . finished it on monday and that it . school holiday no need come back ! WOOHOO ! . hahahaha . =.=" tadoy so boring . haish got one mat indon say love to me . he kind ; caring and kinda romantic . ila n aishah say i should accept him . like for real ? HAISh . member of the Parawali . :D . MAABN I.M.Y . :(
9:36 PM
Friday, May 14, 2010
hey hey hey shayangs  haha . i m back . LOL =.=" just now go school to do ART as well as to see him :D hees . then not even once i can see him haish . 4 days worth not seeing him :( nvm . Tuesday back to Normal . =D haha . then aft art meet Ila . i bring my lappy along then she online my account and i online her account . so . she chat with my freind n i chat with her friend. and it was like awsome . i disturb people . especially RAHAYU . kna rabak seyh ngan akuu . n she does . dnt have the clue that it was me HAHA . ==.==" then , went to TM . odw there ternpk MUNNY . OH GOSH . i miss her lots . and its like we in the middle of the jalan and hug each other like HELL . HAHA . munirah i miss u lots seyh . peace =D then go TM . terserempak with Aishah[B] with her BestFriend :D HAHA . then she laugh . we dnt have the idea why she laugh and tought that she laugh at us then we laugh also . check2 not laughing at us lah . HAHA . =.= then go macdonald . buy McChicken . long time nvr eat Macdonald . i cant recall when the last time i eant Macdonald . HAHA then took pictures like hell . HAHA . aand i make stupid voices that make us LOL . HAHA i enjoyed my day today tough he wasnt there . dhe tak online lah . awak online lah :( <3 MAABN
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Thursday, May 13, 2010
i am so damn happy uhs . like yesterday is my bdae . and i became more happy when AA online . =D then chat wif him . funny ehys . he wished me like i dntnoe meore then 3 times . haha . then just now . pinish damn early . haha . sanggup aku ajak aishah teman aku smpi 10 . HAHA . just to wait for him . hees . =D then a bit more like i same bus as him but he late argh . walk like datuks wif his friend .HAHA . thnks aishah for waiting patiently n teman me go CS . ilyBESTFRIEND . +D . and now at Aishah home . just now chats wif him AGAIn . =D ..... hees . love him lots . MAABN ily .
1:42 PM
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
happy birthday to me !  what makes me more happy when i receive message from OVIE and FAANK . both wishing me happy birthday . thnks guys for the wish . may all the wishes that u wish me come true . seriously i am very happy . two of my wishes come true . thnks ILA for making one of them came true ! =D i love u guys . tnks alot . today the best 16 bdae i have . =D 7:42 PM
Monday, May 10, 2010
haish two more days to my birthday yet i am feeling so moody . idk why ... yesterday i went to my aunty house . then watch MTV then listen NOTHING ON YOU . B.O.B feat BRUNO MARS . and damn he hawt . bruno mars . so hawt . =))) go google find out more bout him and this is what i get . Peter Hernandez (born October 8, 1986), better known by his stage name Bruno Mars, is an American singer-songwriter and music producer[1] He is well known for lending his vocals and co-writing the hooks for the songs "Nothin' on You" by B.o.B, and "Billionaire" by Travie McCoy. He also co-wrote the international hit Right Round by Flo Rida. ouh he hawt .  yeah . then just now morning i can see MAABN . its like 3 days nvr see him . and i miss him alots . but then nvr see him =(( hahaha. now at home seriously got no mood . FADHILAH . AKU NYE LAGI HANDSOME DARI KAU NYE T.I HAHAHAHHA . =.="
2:14 PM
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
203# HAHA . WOW i cant believe its my 203 post . ok that lame. seriously . just now mother tongue okay lah . very easy . composition n paper 1 . tomorow is math paper 1 n history . PANICKED ! haha . i dpnt know wad to study man ! haiyo0 . and its like 7 more days . i cant wait . bye . till here . nothing interesting . hees .=000
4:45 PM
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
AABMN gosh i love him much more as days past . i miss ayim . sorry ayim tough i know u wont forgive me but i wont stop saying sorry . just now exam oklah . physic was like ... URRGHH ! . lost 2 marks jus5t because i forget the S.I unit for POWER ? i wrote J , then cancel . think hard ... mind blank . then write J again . then ask rahayu *last min* she says Kw . and cancel and go write Kw . teacher come n collect the paper . and aft exam go check *scream* the answer is W ! .... FREAK .. haiyoo . i tried my best . n tomorow is Malay paper 1 n 2 . good luck peoples in the mid year . pass with flying colors horr . *toodles* 5:10 PM
Monday, May 3, 2010
heylo . just came back from my brother home . spend the weekend there . as my parent go overseas . haish . aalia so cute . she now can sing the song YANK . haha . thx to me she also addicted to that song . hees . =D . then webby with ila . show ila Aalia . then when i put her down aalia cry . want to webby with ila . haish . then that night webby with ila and wani , haha , sunday . go jamiyah . then see ISKANDAR . haish . long time nvr sees him . miss him seyh , rambut botak . then go home to my abnag house . watch new moon . and at night watch high school musical 3 . HAHA ! k that lame . then monday which is today . went home . currently studying . TOMOROW MID YEAR EXAM . ENG PAPER 1 N PHYSIC . !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PANICKED .
1:21 PM
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Hai shy hey . long time never REALLY update my blog . yesterday in the day sure had a fun day . after school , lepak with Ila all .then sit with SZ , Syakir and idk who . HAHA ! LOL ! then Sz n Idk who the name sing KHILAF for me YAY ! HAha ! then go to ILa house wif Mira , Umira n Wani . watch ghost story like hell . first , was paranomal activity 2 . then half way rosak then change to jangan tegur . like WTH seyh wacth jgn tegur . the sound effect MAHAL dok . i keep TERmelatah at the suspend pat n it was like WTF ? HAHA ! then aft that go home . at night mom got home all of sudden tak pasal2 scold n shout n call me all tthise disgusting names , and i was like WTHF ? HAish . now at MY brother house . wake in WEE hours and it was like pagi2 dah nak cri pasal . my mom force me to go to my aunty house . i dont want . at last go to my abg house . which i am already here . ! HAHA ! everybody sleeping . haihs .cannot sleep already . k lah BYE ! nak tdo .
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