Herself ![]() a year older every 12th May a fan of ~♡♥ONE DIRECTION♥♡~ and you only know about me 40% thru this |
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
why everything turn out this way ? i thought every thing is going smoothly . everything is okay at first and now conflicts has begun .. why every sweet thing in my life always have to turn nasty ? i am just making a fool of myslef towards you . im sorry . i didnt expect things to turn out this way . :'( i hate my life .. everything is nasty . never once is sweet . can i die ? no point of me living here . you told me to be strong but now without you i anit no strong... your my pillar supporting the walls , ceiling and floor .. but now with the pillar everything tumble .. :'( i never had expect thing to turn out this way .. why every thing has to end badly in my life .. i am sick of my life now . serously .. why cant i just die and just hadap siksa kubur .. since there no point of me living .. no one cares bout me.. i aint got no one in this world anymore ... i am not strong without you .. damn why this feeling must exist in me towards you ? i hate this whatever feeling that im feeling . this feeling means nothing without the person i adore . i just want to end everything . im letting go of you .. tough its hard for me to let go of you . but i had to .. if it makes them happy . i will ... cuz im tired of the stupid thing i heard eveywhere .. it just becoming worst .. im sorry that i have bother you before . i promise it will be like as tough i never exist before ... maybe this will be the last post of you . no one understand how i feel and they will never understand .. i hope your happy out there .. wherever you are .. will never stop praying for the best of you .. bye .. stiill . BOY:ILoveYou .... 2:33 AM
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