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Herself 
Putri Sastraa year older every 12th May a fan of ~♡♥ONE DIRECTION♥♡~ and you only know about me 40% thru this |
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Herself
Putri Sastraa year older every 12th May a fan of ~♡♥ONE DIRECTION♥♡~ and you only know about me 40% thru this |
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Thursday, December 31, 2009
 HAPPY BIRTHDAY FADHILAH MAY ALLAH BLESSED UR LIFE WITH ALOTS OF HAPPINESS AND LUCKS.. MAY U BE HAPPY ALWAYS WITH UR LOVES ONES.. FINNALLY UR 15.. ;) TAKE CARE YAW..
2:08 AM
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
tomorow , gonna go to malaysia... with my family , on saturday latest will be back i thinnk... i gonna miss him.. somemore my sis gonna take the laptop tomorow.. whoa.. damn , will be more missing him... and just now something that my mom says that make me relly upset she said that i sick is just a troblesome.. it hurt me so much.. just now web cam with him after he return from werk.. seriously i dnt know , when can i find my self a freedom? i dnt want to do things behind my familys back.. like this , i having a b without nay of my family know.. if they know i sure will be a dead duck seriously.. haish.. really , when can they really understand me? i dont know , only ALLAH knows.. haish... at least i had found someone to love me for who i am .. i really lonely at home i missed my family.. my old family this is not the family that i want , i still remeber the times i used to play hide and seek with my brothers. but now , all of my family members had thier own thing to do. and i am all alone.. i am abandone... hmmm... they only know how to scold and nag but not understand me... haish... at least now i have him to love and be loved.... bye.. i am hurt alot.. my heart aches.. seriously. 10:49 PM
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
hey there... haish... just now morning , hmmph... very irritated... webcam with him , but keep disconnect because of that stupid internet.. haish.. but fun after all .. planning to meet him on the 11JANUARY .. haish .. just now at 9.30 went to the poly , my stomach and my heart is really pain , and i cant stand it anymore . it hurts me to walk.. the docter said for the stomach , she suspect me for having SEAS( some stuff that grows in the stomach). but for the heart , if it continue to pain , i must meet the docter immediately.. and on the 21 january , i must go for the check up to confirm of the seas , weather i having it or not. i must go for a pelvic and pancreas check up. which i dont know what the hell is that... hopefully it didnt really a sickness... i am afraid.. i dnt want to lose my friends... so afraid.... so sadd... i dnt want my friends to go away... i need someone to be there for me.. sadd sadd sadd sadd goodbye to my dearest friends... 9:49 PM
Monday, December 28, 2009
 say what u want i dnt care.. what i know i had found my mr righ and i love him very much..... thx ALLAh for finding someone that willing to love me for who i am... so glad that u meet me to him... missing the moments together.... haish..... k lah bye... till the next post.. toodles.. SHA PROPETY 9:30 PM
why must someone hate to see me happy? i just get my happiness yesterday and now one fucking asshole girl had intefere with me and him u girl , here a notice for u , if u intefere me again in my lfe , u gonna pay for it... huh.. after a fight bcus of that fuckin gerl.. but after that no more... yearp , he ask me for stead.... so HAPPY... today , 28 december.. at 6.20 am.. i belong to somebody... lurve eu dear... 6:31 AM
Sunday, December 27, 2009
the funniest day in MY history.... make it to the top 10... lol anw , now , i web cam with fadhilah... and she showed me her "evil look"  haha.. nice one ila.. bye i missing him!!! 9:46 PM
what a liar.. i tot i say not to fall in love!!!!!! haish.... why must i be so weak... but , he.... he took my heart away... i am supossed not to fall in love okay.... but he said that.... i also love him.. tough our age way lot different.. but i know , love not about age... but i like his motto... LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM... i really hopes he does.... today the most memorable day ever... anw , fadhilah. have a nice journey go and back.. will miss ya 3:56 PM
dead blog!!! haish.... SHE had a mom that cared for HER , that loves HER.. yet SHE soo ungrateful.. not to be busybody , but if i were her i would be grateful that i had a mom like her that gives her freedom , love and care... and everything that she wants she can get.... its not that i am ungrateful of my mom.. but its just that my mom , nver even ONCE she said that SHE LOVES ME.. yet ; all i get is scolding and beating.. i have a very incomplete family now.. i missed my old family.. everything changes.. IF THERE IS FIARY THAT EXIST; would wish that i had a complete family my first two brother got married and moved off... seldom come and visits.. my sister , now working and never come home... my third brother , in and out of prison.. i dont know when he will change... my last brother , ns.. only on weekend at home. my dad work as taxi driver , he work shift....can only meet him at night if he does the morning sift.. my mom , haish.... always scold and nagg... never once in a day she talk nicely to me.... she would always make small matter BIG.... i had always be soo lonely.. i had no one to talk to.. no one in the house understands me,,, no one was there when i am at the need the most.... all i want is someone to loved and care and understands me.... whenever have family gathering , one will be missing... i really wish my family is in the perfect piece.... i missed my brother a lot.. when will he come back and stop whatver things that he is doing.... i just miss the old family that everyone is in the perfect piece....  one missing brother... i just want my family back in pieces.... now , i lived in a world that LOVE doesnt exist in me... seriously.. that felling i had burried it way deep down in me... i dont want to have that feeling anymore as far as i am concern.. lol.. but seriously.. i had enough stress and ache.... i cant stand my life anymore.. no freedom no one that loved me no one that wnat to be friends with me.... i am on my own now..
12:43 AM
Friday, December 25, 2009
 hey peeps...... bored... very tiring.... just finished helping my mom on the langsir... very troublesome....... haish........ seriously cant wait for school to opens...... i missed poeples..... cant wait to see who back in sec 5..... haish.....
5:13 PM
i cant wait for the school to reopen!!!! just a week more.... be patient... i already miss my four sexy friends...... especially HIM.... argh!!!!! i cant stand it anymore sitting at home got nothing to do and EAT!!!!! i sure getting FAT .. i already FAT!!!!!!!!!! urgh........ bored bored bored... nag , scold , nag , scold.. i want to go for WALI live concert in SINGAPORE!!!! 10:12 AM
Thursday, December 24, 2009
as i had said before i dont want to do anything with the word LOVE.. it doesnt exist in my word ; my dictionary.... i had lost someone that i sayang before. though she is a butch... he understands me..... now , though she gone.... i have been lonely..... other then my bff.... she the one that make me happy when i am in the need.... she understands me... now that she gone.. i tot that i am lost of someone.. seriously when she left me , i lost someone that is very important to me.... i tot i will nvr find someone to replace her.. but.. i am glad that ALLAH find someone to replace.. i sayang him like my brother.. tough i had already have four brothers.... but ; none of my brothers were there when i am lonely.... when i am in the need... now . i so glad that ALLAh meet me to him..... i dnt want to lose him.. i dont want to lose the person that ii sayang for the second time..... i really sayang him as my brother.... thx alot... to you if you read this ; thanks for being there when i am in the need the most . when there no one that could understand me notice : i said i sayng him doesnt means i cinta him sayang and cinta is a two different words and also have different meaning...... 11:48 PM
hello peep... this few weeks so boredd.... cant wait to sch.. and i cant wait for 31 DECEMBER and 11 JANUARY..... haish... omg!! shocked.. my DLF kna accident!!! AJAI.. GET WELL SOON..... i so happy.. can get to chat with him.... =))))) merry christmas!!!! 11:07 PM
Monday, December 21, 2009
heyy peeps.... yesterday went to see ma bro coming soon house at punggol woah.. damn nice.. after that my bro went to treat us eat satay.. saddd..... eating the satay makes me sad because it makes me remember the wonderful moments that i left at teck whye.. i really missed teck whye.. i missed my mcrider the MOST....... how i wished that i could go there... after eating satay.. my dad bring us to see the lights at orchard.. damn nice... what a waste.. i never bring camera...my brother using the camera then , me dad took us to the merlion statue.... so cute... and the sir thomas stamford raffles statue.... yesterday was the very funny day lah.... happy day.... then go home and sleeppp...... ZzzZzzZzzZZzzZZzzZZzzZZzzZzZzzzzZzZZ 8:48 AM
Sunday, December 20, 2009
my top 10 favourites HUNKs..           ...... ahahahaha.. that my top 10.. lolx... 10:45 AM
hyes peeps.... miss you guys damn lots..... woa woa woa.... i really had a nice december holidays.... first the mendaki with ila , altough the last three days i cant get to go.. then my family by my dad side had a picnic gathering and exchange gifts.... then the very next day , my family by my mum side had a gathering to0... we went to melaka.... very very fun..... ahahahahahahahahahahahaha..... missed guys lots..... photos taken will be updated later.... k lah gtg.. dn noe what else to type.... byies... 8:52 AM
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