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Thursday, November 26, 2009

4 days of waiting..
when will that person be online...
haish..
people critizeing me...
hmm...
i dont mind... go in right ear go out left ear...
 i used to cry evernite before sleep..
but now i find it not worth it to do that..
all their critisize and their badd things they did to me..
ALLAh will punished them one day..
i will  not do anything back..
i just have to be patient of what they did to me..
critisized all they want that wont bother me anymore...
i will never shed a tears becuase of them anymore...


my dad always says...
i am just like the story of the ugly duckling..
i'll just have to be patient for my happiness day to arrive....
and they will regret of what they did to me one day.. i am sure of that..
this is all the COBAAN THAT ALLAH HAVE GIVEN me...
and i know theres a way out of all these problem i had now...
anw peoples





selamat hari raya aidil adha
10:14 PM


hello peoples...
today went preety well...
chat with poeple.. and today i never go to my jamiyah to take my final exam..
omg...
lolx....
i overslept...
i want to watch V.D...
munny , buku ku ngan kau... ahakx
missing my DLFDM...
haish....


two days including today three waiting for someone to online..
is that person avoidin me?
i hope not....
that person is the person that understands me since EDDY left...
though EDDY a butch.. but she seems to understands me then other people..
she always be there when i need someone to cry a shoulder on...
now she gone.. because of some misunderstanding..
that person had took over her place...
that person always be there when i need a shoulder to cry on...
that person always make mme smile when i am not in the mood no matter what...
other then my DLF..
that person is the close since EDDY..
EDDY , i really hope that we can in touched back..
i really sadd whenever a person talk about butch..
not because i am a lesbian but..
you seems to understand me...


haish...
that the reason why i hate goodbyes..
goodbye just hurts alot..
i never want to say goodbye..
to me goodbye means the last of that person and not going to meet anymore..
if stiil contact please dont ever say goodbye..



only a real person with pure heart will be friends with that person
no matter what he or she are..
it doesnt matter if that person is a gay ; butch or one eyed person..
cuz its very hard to find a friend to cry with you.. but
a friend to laugh with you alot in this world have..
so
dont ever judge a book by its cover
12:47 AM

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

hello earthlings!!!
no i am bugging ma mom for mio tv...
and da internet..
i wanna watch the vampire diaries on tv!!!
sadd,.....
4:04 PM


hello..
today never go mendaki again..
and my mom each day getting worst...
always scold me for no reason..
now all the house chores i need to do..
if not i cant go out
but when the job is done
she still dnt let me go out
like wtf....

she make the mess and i need to clean and blame me for the mess.
haish..
life
....
now waiting for my freind to online imesh..
seriously i am stressed.....
oh g...


when is this war between my mom going to end..
all i want is to be cared and loved and
been understand and most important FREEDOM..
i have been doing things behind my parents..
i want to stop all this lies...


haish...
just now my dad really bad...
i sleep the whole day....
and now i am waiting for someone...
to online...
he can make me cheer up...
haish...
12:26 AM

Monday, November 23, 2009

bello peoples..
i am bored and tired.. always kna nag nag nag

....
hmm. waiting for me new fren to online ... very fun chat with him.. very understanding..
ehehe.. hopes he online today..

haish.. tomorow will be meeting fadhilah.. yeah.. lol..
ahahass.. mendaki..-.-.. so bored.. want to edit skin and template lah.. ahaha.. toodles..
11:47 PM


haish.. everything she compare me with my sister..
i know lah my sister is always the GOOD girl..


i know lah who am i..
usless
good for nothing
always find trouble..
that why nobody like me..
i good for nothing..




now , i dnt know wht to do with my life..
i felt like runnig away or worst comit suicide..
better what for those who hate me alot..
they no need to see my face again.. hmm?


i have poeple that hate me more then people that love me..
hmm..


now ; i glad
that i have some friend..


and there one guy that i know recently ,
whenever we chat , he always make me laugh and all my bad moods went away...
hmm..
he always give me advise..
and sometimes eh he give me advise nwas so touching that i could even cry myself.. ahaha..


k lah gtg.. bye
1:24 AM

Sunday, November 22, 2009

hey there..
ahaha.. so bored at home.. hehx...
now watching dvd .. BARBIE...
ahaha
i may be 15 but i am not fully matured for my age..
i still love watching BARBIE... ahaha
swan lake..
so romantic....
ahaha..
i wished i could be like the barbie..
were there will be my one true prince awaits for me....



haish..

difficuilt at first
then at last can live happily ever after..
if the story never end with hapily ever after means
the love story have not yet to end....



ahaha...
=]
1:12 PM


hey poeples..
today sure tiring day.. ahahx...

yesterday , he find out that i loved him and he 's okay with it
but i know ; he still loves his ex..
yep.....
please give me a chance in your heart..

anw , just now ,
my cousin married and okay lah.. no fun happening..
yep...
ahahas...
now i got nothing to say..
i just want to say that boy i love you
12:02 AM

Friday, November 20, 2009


ahahahaha..
this cake i bake with my dad... ahahah
chocolate sponge cake...
11:21 PM


heys peoples....
i'm back..
ahahas...

wait..
to fadhilah;


I READ YOUR MESSAGE RIGHT AFTER I REACHED HOME.
I RECEIVED ALOT OF MESSAGE FROM YOU.
AND I KNOW..
I MISSED YOU TOO...


I WENT TO BATAM FOR ONE WEEK

VISIT MY GOD-FATHER AND MY YOUNGER SISTER.. TOOK SOME PHOTOS... USING THE LAPPY.... AHAHAX




ME AND IFA



ME AND MY GOD-SISTER




ME AND MY GODFATHER



MAMA AND IFA..


PAPA ; I AM GOING TO MISS YOU..
PLEASE COME BACK TO SINGAPORE...
MY SISTER'S NAME ;
PUTRI NIZARIFA....
SHE IS 5 AND VERY VERY VERY NOTI ...


I MISSED MY OTHER 4 SEXY LADIES..
ATHIRAH
AISHAH
NADZIRAH..


MY JAMIYAH FRIENDS
MUNIRAH
HURAISYAH
AIN

AND
MY TWO LLDLF..
AIN
SYAFIQ..

AND.. HIM...
5:19 PM

Sunday, November 15, 2009

heys people.. i so happy...
you know what.. dpt ambek gambar ngan ZAIBAKTIAN.. omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahaahahahahahahahahaha...
i saw him and i was like.....
hahaha..
fadhilah know my reaction.. hahahaha....








hehehehehheeheheheheheh.....
yesterday jmpe ilah...
mendaki.. hahahaha..
makan sedap....
kepale ikan... yu yum
6:57 PM

Friday, November 13, 2009

HAHX....hello peoples... today fine.. yep vey fine.. has..watching jangan pandang blakang congkak.. hahx..
FADHILAH.. YEAH BSK JMPE U..
8:24 PM

Thursday, November 12, 2009

hello peoples...
sorry for not replying ur msges if u had message me..i went to malysia yesterday and just reach home... i missed you guys.. haha.. damn lots.. no photograph taken but i went shopping.. but not much lah.. just 2 cd and a jeans... haish... ila , how is this saturday planning? i dnt understand kak jam's msg... urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!....
wear traditional malay costume.. omg...
hhaahhhaaa.. till here i wrote.. so tirreed... wanna sleep.. nity nites...
10:44 PM

Tuesday, November 10, 2009


hello people.. my day today came out to be fine.. yep.. altough got some quarrel with my mom..

yesterday , i chat with AIN and SYAFIQ ..  and wow syafiq . u change alot.. haha.. kate dah lame tak jmpe kan.....

hey . just wished one day we'll get to meet each other again...
and i really wished we could be like last time...seriously....
i missed the time we spend together during the past RAYA
...
and munny , i am sorry to hear the news....
love isnt as wonderful as you tought...
remember that .. there may be good times and
also there maybe bad times..
but not all relationship has good times..





my four buddies..
imydl....
aishah
athirah
fadhilah
nadzirah

7:25 PM

Monday, November 9, 2009

hello peoples.. i missed yaw!!!
yesterday , i contacted back my long lost friend... AIN!!! SYAFIQ!!!
haha.. i missed the times we spend times together... haha... wished we could be like last time AGAIN... !!!!!!!...






i missed
athirah
aishah
fadhilah
nadzirah
ain
chah
munny
ain
syafiq




i hate
- fridays
- goodbyes
- holidays
- love
10:52 PM

Sunday, November 8, 2009

hie peoples...
alot of news i wanna to tell but.. i have time limited...
i missed youguys alot.. ahahass..

speaking of shah , 

he sux alot..
nick said that he.. blah blah blah...
a word to describe him a sex maniac..
and now 
nick like a what the fuck..
he said this and that bout me to my friends and other people. and now..
haha..












..
k lah... no interesting news yet.. but i missed you guys.. 
holiday sux....


i hate holiday
i hate goodbye
i hate love
i hate fridays.. 




i missed my DLF;
aishah (B)
fadhilah
athirah
nadzirah
 
10:30 PM


hi and bye
lame sia.
10:06 PM

Monday, November 2, 2009

hies peoples !!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry long tyme no update... ily damn lots,... no interesting news for the timing !! just wish you guys enjoy ur holidah people though i wont enjoy mine!!! byes..
12:36 PM

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