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Herself 
Putri Sastraa year older every 12th May a fan of ~♡♥ONE DIRECTION♥♡~ and you only know about me 40% thru this |
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Herself
Putri Sastraa year older every 12th May a fan of ~♡♥ONE DIRECTION♥♡~ and you only know about me 40% thru this |
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Friday, October 30, 2009
SORRY PEOPLES IF I NEVER UPDATE MY BLOGGIE... HAHA.. NOW AT TIRAA HOUSE.. AND OUCH HER YOUNGER BROTHER KEEP PINCHING ME.. HAHAS.... TIRAA.... !!!!!! HAISH .. NOW I DNT KNOW WHAT TO DO... NO INTERESTING NEWS.. OOPPPSSS GOT ONE .. yeah .. i promoted to sec 4.... hahahahahahahaha...... no advance no retain.... hahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahhaha... but today last day of school.. sadddd.... ;[ one time ; one less lonely girl.... I HATE GOODBYES I HATE LOVE I HATE FRIDAYS I HATE HOLIDAYS 4:24 PM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
justin bieber  though i didnt chose him or his friend ; but i still contacted with him and yesterday i put that picture as my display pic claiming that was my BF and he trust whatever i say and then all of sudden he said ; don not chat with him anymore. i am so saddd seyyy.. haish .. that isture is a protrait of JUSTIN BIEBER ; my idol.... ;) let tell you ONE TIME ; there's gonna be ONE LESS LONELY GIRL peace.... haha.. bye
6:00 AM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
abang !! where are you ??? i missed you... after a tiring day karauke with the T.O.P ppl.. haha.. finally ; just now one of the song he(person i love before but now no more) accidently sing with me.. haha.. yeah.... the day before yesterday went to snow city with them.. haha... i hate friday.. i hate saying goodbye .. this is the last week of schooling and i hate it.... i want school though it is miserable at school bcus of the friends that i had though some of them really didnt like me though.. but they are the reason why i want to go to school and study hard.. =] i hate school holidays i hate fridays i hate goodbyes 3:20 PM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
munny ; please ... jangan marah.. please.. i know what it felt by losing someone i cared and loved.. .. look guys (my besties) i didnt mean to make u guys angry by posting that .. please.. jangan marah .. that time i was soooo SADDDD that i wrote that.... please please.... forgive me.. kk i promised that i wont write that again.. shah ; tira ; ila ; chah ; ain ; munny.. u guys are the only people that i've got left that always by my side encouraging me.. i dnt know what i'll be without u guys .. please.. forgive me... i wont write that again.. 8:04 PM
Monday, October 26, 2009
 justin bieber munny , pinjam mataer kau haha what the fcuk; all this while the one that chat with me about having what couples do is not that ite guy that i liked but its my ex !!! both of them now Are like fighting (i think) over me.. my ex did that bcuz he want me to hate that guy and he is jealous... what the fcuk.... and now , just now ; my mom beat me.. she take the hanger and throw it direct to my face and hit my nose... and it hurt damn lot . what do u expect , i am not feeling unwell and she ask me to do house chores.. and then all of sudden hit me.. i am the unluckiest girl on EARTH.. everywhere i go people hate me. my mom hate me . she always scold me for no reason and she never even say i love you to me . not even once.. she nvr treat me as her daughter.. everyday she curse me... and now the curse reflect on me.. she neveer even support me in my studies.. all she know in quitting me school.. at school , people hates me.. all . the boys and the girls. i think my friend now all hate me. they are just pretending to be friends with me but i know deep inside their heart they hate me.. i am just useless... i had nobody in this world.. i am on my own.. i had no one to be with . to support me in my dreams.. everybody looked down on me... i am nobody's and nobody wants me... all i know that I AM THE UGLIEST AND THE UNLUCKIEST GIRL ON EARTH....
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Sunday, October 25, 2009
 4 girls ; chah ; munny ; ain ; and me ... each has their own fav idol..  austin butler he belongs to putri  justin bieber he belongs to munny  david henrie and he belongs to chah; as for ain ; i dont know who is ur mysterious guy.. haha lolz .. tell me soon so i can upload.. haha lol.. bye
9:49 PM
cinta terbagagi 3 categori 1) cinta olh syaitan 2)cinta oleh nafsu 3) cinta yg dikurniakan oleh ALLAH he siad that he love me and want to do what couples usually do when we meet. but i dont want not because i am scareed but it is because that he is not mukhrim to me.. after reading booksa of prophet MUHAMMAD s.a.w i realise that what ever i am doing now is wrong. he pissed off when i said that i dnt want to do that. and i said to him; its either you love me for who i am or you forget about havingme as your girlfriend.. i think u just not the right guy that ALLAH met for me.. and i accept that... that it i've made up my mind.. you are not the perfect choice for me... the meaning of the 3 types of love will be statede on the next post. 6:51 PM
Saturday, October 24, 2009
he asked me out !!! omg !!! haha ... lol haish... so bored.. nothing intersting happened today except that i web cam with him ..... he say i CUTE? what the hell.. seriously i am UGLY.... lol ... cant wait for tomorow.. i missing CHAH ; MUNNY ; AIN ..... .. and ISKANDAR.. lol .......... jamiyah.. i coming right up... haha.... peace... ms revenge not here today.. good.. 10:33 PM
lied again? why must i simply lie to my self? haish.. i dnt want to love that it okay.. i did love hym but NOW i want to treat him as my god brother.... i dnt want anymore heartbreakes.. that why i dont want to love until the RIGHT time has come.... i am so sorry.... i dont know weather he has the same feeling? lol of course lah not.. all boys rejected me.. haha padan muke aku... bye.. 11:29 AM
Friday, October 23, 2009
 i told my self that i am not going to fall in love but now ; i am stuck ; i short of have a crush with a ITE guy; he funny.. alwyas make my day when i chatt with him... haish.. just now , roller blade ; i falll alot falt on my butt and now ! urgh.. my butt hurts , i cant sit.. hmmph
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Thursday, October 22, 2009
 hello people long time nvr updated.. haha imy ... i want to write alot but i have forgotten what i want to write haha ... lol k lah bbye.. till the latest news.. love ya ppls... toodles 7:56 PM
hello.. later then update... now at munny hsee... my lover... hahahas lol... my besties for life.. @ jamiyah 6:12 PM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
.JPG) hahahahaha.. today is the funniest day in patrickSASTRA history ..................................................................................... jamiayh was vey funny and i saw ISKANDAR again... and CHAH finally came to JAMIYAH yeah me... then at home , my mom cleans her room.. then she took out all my sibling baby pict and compare for similarities.. and haha my pict has the most similarities... lol... and both of us laugh like HELL and until tears... hahaha today is very funny in my history.. i think it make to TOP 10... ;] 6:29 PM
Saturday, October 17, 2009
.JPG) not trying to act cute here.. hahalol single at last ; i hate if that someone control my life and the reason is afraid to lose me.. lol anw , yesterday wasa the coolest day uh.. haha i and aishah and nadzirah went to bugis.. and we saw 3 guys.. 2 of them were ang mo .. like wow.. veli handsome uh then nadzirah and aishah chopped them and left the chinese which is ... lol then we took pict .. haha.. yhen when we got home.. omg very funny ; only ALLAH knows how funny it is to me.. hahahahahahahahahahahahaha got one guy handsome but gay.. then got one army guy sit next tto him had to control his laugh. and i keep laughing when saw his expression.. haha serious... cant wait for tomorow jamiyah.. i missed my frens especially CHAH.. she's coming... and.. IDLF; i missed you..
11:20 PM
Friday, October 16, 2009
yes! finnally free of love... 1:14 AM
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
 hello..today is the happiest day.. first its raining and then i met munny.. i fetch her at TAMPINES MART then we went to sunplaza. she has the feeling that her BF was there and pfft we reached there . and there he was . playing his bicycle with his friend .. but before that i saw AIN first before seeing MUNNY BF .. he funny uh and sarcastic (munny ; jgn marah hah) haha. nice to meet him.. and something happened which i am not going to tell in this blog .. then munny and i went home at 6 plus. and turn back to sun plaza for some reason. and there she was. i saw AIN and her BF. wow. cute couples.. and then i go home with munny and damn it my phone i left it at the playground , thanks to ain she help me by turning back to sunplaza for my hp.. thanks AIN.. a
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Tuesday, October 13, 2009
 where are you ? hello bored. cant wait for sunday JAMIYAH; missed them already haha ain know him haha lol i mised chatting with him.. remembering the first day we chat haha until 4.30 am siott.. bby , remembar , i love you always. just now at school ; do art prep with shameerul, then he tell me bout his day went on ; then i very badd siaa. i say look at my face; do i look like i care? then he pinch me. ouch. actually not pain uh cuz doesnt hit me at all. haha .. gtg now.. 9:10 PM
Monday, October 12, 2009
 121009 finally , he is the perfected match for me.. i had not yet to put his pict but he is one of my reader .. the ITE guy was actually him , he use his friend account and disguised. he actually a student from EAST VIEW SECONDARY.. this will be our memory date dear.. I lOVE YOU. ....... though we had some misunderstanding just now , but i will learnt to love you kay .. remember I LOVE YA..
11:54 PM
y do every guy i see i tend to like that person? y can my feeilng just understand that i dont want to fall in love y nust it make me soo diffucuilt... hmmph i love him now. another person he the person i like.. now . he my life.,,, he make me happy always.,. he from ite semei... 2:40 AM
Sunday, October 11, 2009
hola people.. just now , jamiyah ... hah.. no comment... lolz ... very funny.... we take pict and then , afal YASIN, then , laugh out loud.. among the student me and my clan were the noisiest ones... haha .... borak2... but now short of one people... HURAISYAH , ware r u.. imydl..... and u noe what.. got latest news... haha.. bout me... lol, i went to cheers before jamiyah , and there he was at the register counter again.. he was soooo CUTE name ; ISKANDAR. then i go and tell AIN , aft i tell AIN , she wants to go to shpo , we go cuz teacher still have not yet to come. then we go , she saw hym ! she likes hym TOO!!! hmmph! i tell AIN , hys mine !!! you got boyfriend so give way to the single...... haha.. then after jamiyah ,\ i set the courage to ask his age.. i said , " abg , ader my fren sukerh pat abg he said eh , ouh , kirim salam dhe i said haha kay , anw , dhe tanye umor abg braper? he said 17+2-1 i said 18? he said pandai pon then he smiled.. haha.. he smile vey cute seyy .. got dimples.. haha though i seem to say before that i will not fall inlove again but seem to be difficuilt for me i want to forget you but i dont want to forget you... now , you are no longer there for me.. bcuz of you i scared to fall in love i dnt want another heartbreakes...
4:41 PM
Friday, October 9, 2009
hello there.. dearest friends , i am so sorry if i tend to avoid u guys in school but i had no intension really.. i just tend to be alone at times.. just sorry kay... if u reading this , i am so sorry hmm.... i am in dilemma now , should i get back to my normal self or change..? people seems to dislikes my attitude..  signin off 6:57 PM
Thursday, October 8, 2009
  cutee takk!!!!!!!! haha... my bf.. chey no lah , this mi maryam's cute little brothers... very cute and very funny..... hahahaha anw, i missed them , their laughters , cant wait to see them again... just one week nvr meet , hahaha i really do miss them plus their sister, once you knew them , you will want to see them again..haha 9:50 PM
 bitch ! you are not a sister but you are a bitch ! because of you all the family members ignore me ! everything everybody side her.. no one in my family ever cares for me but all they main attention was on that bitch... what the fuck.. because of her my parents are so biased to me.. all they cared for her... they give her whatever she wants.. whatever she wants i cant get but whatever she does is the things that i want.. all of her house chores i need to do . but i nvr do because i dont give the damn... the house now is my pesonal hell in earth. i got no one to turn to when i have problems at home or school... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i had no one a shoulder to cry on... NO ONE IN THIS WORLD EVER CARES FOR ME AS MUCH AS I CARED TO THEM NOT EVEN MY FRIENDS... I DONT KNOW WHY PEOPLE CHOSE HER OVER ME... DAMN YOU... GET OUT OF THE HOUSE FASTER UH , SO THE HOUSE MUCH PEACEFUL WITHOUT YOU !!! BITCH!!!!
9:28 PM
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
haha.. just now , go tampines mall with farhan after he help me with my art prep...then we took pictures   haha.. jerk.. nothing better to do... say whatever you want but that not going to change me... then , i called fadhilah , asking bout , ..... after calling fadhilah , i called SZ , he picked up.. vey funny seyy . he ask me to call F but unavailable.. i dont know.. then he said if i want his e-mail , i must ask fadhilah , so , ila , ader e-mail SZ tak? ...
8:28 PM
omg !!! finally, finally , i saw hym in school.. i wished hym best of luck and he smiled and walked off.. oh , i really miss them especially the two of them.... damn lots... hahaha... omg , this thursday , is my finale year exam... PANICKED!!!! i scared retained.. oh god.... what to do .. dnt let me retained....\ ....... fuck off , putri.. 3:35 PM
Sunday, October 4, 2009
yesterday , i went for my aunt house for open house , then , while going home i witnessed a car accident on both side of the road, but on the road i was at , it involved 6 cars... WOW... today , my uncle passed away , and just n ow the body was dikebumikan[ask for translations]... my uncle by my mom side .. haiyoo .. i wonder how many brothers and sisters she had , all of sudden one passed away and knowing that it was her sibling but all this while i dont know that they are my relatives.. may ALLAH , blessed his spirit and put him by his side always and further away from hell.... sorry , my jamiyah friend , i promised but i never came... i am so so sorry.. i hope you understand... 8:11 PM
Friday, October 2, 2009
................................................. . . . . . . . . ._______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ _____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ ______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________line of the dead______________________________________________________________________________________________________________ i will no longeer be who am i as i am now , i will want to change to be quiet aand lonely..... they dnt have by me when i need happiness.. you want to say what up to you... want to kol me emoshit go to hell and say that cuz i am not going to entertain that... HEARTLESS you can say to me.. its suit me ALOT ............. he will be the last person that i am going to love and i am not going to open anymore to new people... the gate of my heart is close for new people until the right timh has really come................. i will always remember hym in my heart and no one else... i will always miss you and no one else.. for my teenage life , you will be the last person i ever LOVE.......... 6:35 PM
  i m going to miss you damn... sorry for spoiling ur pix.... haha i still had not get the chance to say a real goodbye to you.. if can i dnt want to say goodbye plz dnt let that happen \... although you guys dislikees me ALOT , but i dnt care.. i will really miss GW... alot please dnt tell me that will be the last of you.......... 6:01 PM
Thursday, October 1, 2009
other than my three besties in school ; i had another bestfriends in jamiyah , we share jokes and stories... their name are munirah [ jun yuan] , huraisyah [ bedok south ] and ain [ east view] .....  fun having them...\ just like my bestfriend in school , only that they share the same interest with me... HOTSTUFF... hahahahhahahahahaha..... and i recently know a girl named MARIAM... she from temasek sec.. seriously speaking very JAMBU.. haha 5:17 PM
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