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Herself 
Putri Sastraa year older every 12th May a fan of ~♡♥ONE DIRECTION♥♡~ and you only know about me 40% thru this |
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Herself
Putri Sastraa year older every 12th May a fan of ~♡♥ONE DIRECTION♥♡~ and you only know about me 40% thru this |
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Wednesday, September 30, 2009
all this while ; i thought i was her bestie but , actually , it turnt out i was just a friend to her.. i am nothing to them.. all this while they are my bestfriend.. but it turn out i am just a normal friend to them... its okay.. as long as i am their friend and not enemy or frenemy... haish..... i only had three bestfriend which i trust them really lots; AISHAH ;  and fadhilah  and ATHIRAH..  they are the only friend that i trust and my close... i only had them to share my deepest problem.... but ; if i am nothing , what could i sayy rite? hmm... life do really sucks... bye 11:19 PM
omg, just now the quake was so powerful that i felt it lah.. i was sitting on my couch and then i began to feel like the couch moving left and right , i panic and look at my lamp , and it really moves left and right ... my sister said that got earthquake at Hawaii.. check2 another TSUNAMI .............. haiyooo.... then.. i read my magazine .. haha.. i got alot of TAYLOR LAUTNER pict... wow..... i love hym.... hahahaha/....... kk , bye 9:57 PM
yeah! finally... i had already brought the things that i want. yes! checklist; handphone only handphone that i had not yet get to buy i still collecting my raya money.. hahahaha kk.. bye... toodles 5:47 AM
Monday, September 28, 2009
 they change but they didnt realise instead they said that we changed the fact that we had never changed in the very begining.. please dont because we are seperated this year , people change... haiyoo.. life , complicated; i got a lot of story to share...... different colour NEW STORY... hello , i wrote this story from a friend of mine outside school ; her so long that she treat as her "BESTFRIEND" had actually dated with her ex , and did not tell her that , what kind of best friend is that ? is she afraid that my friend cound accept that she had dated him? or is she afraid that my friend would take him back from her? what kind of a friend is that? then you have the cheek to be jealous that she dating with her ex? haiyoo... as i said earlier ; i am refering to my friend outside school but SAPER MAKAN CHILI DIER LAH TERASER PEDAS KANN.. i could not say anything but i am not referring ANYONE inside the school OKAY ! YOU , leave without saying goodbye the scool had become more quieter without your noisy and funny acts , my dearest sec 4 friend , i miss you all damn lot... whenever i walk past the classroom , i would stop and remember the MEMORIES of YOU... the memories that had always make me happy matter how bad was my mood on that particular day... please come back for me to say good bye to YOU? PLEASE !!! GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR GCE N LEVELS.... that day , i watch movie with AISHAH , ALIEN IN THE ATTIC and the actor was so damn handsome... his name is AUSTIN BUTLER.. and today i went to watch movie with KHAISHAH we watch G_FORCE... seriously can wait for new moon to released.. hahahahaha kk , bye . dunno what to write anymore... hey bitch , just wanna say that , there is no need for you to be jealous OKAY? you are the one stealing her boyfrien now u want to be jealous?? anw, just want to say , she also can have the right on him , cuz she was his ex.. remember that in mind OKAY !!!! no more ms nice gal. miss revenge is here.. double the cost , you play with my heart , i'll pay u back double.. REMEMBER THAT IN MIND BITCH!!!! 9:47 PM
damn it.. because of the internet connection , all i have type long now lost !!! urgh !! next time uh post.. bye.. 4:25 AM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
damn it ah! i want to upload pictures cannot ! then gthe pictures are now all gone ! sob ! anw , i miss hym soo much.. he left without saying goodbye ! plz comeback , at least let me hug u ar what , dnty leave without saying goodbye!!! i hate SILENT GOODBYES .. anw , i just get back to use the laptop.. i want to write more but i forget !! hahax... and damn you lah YAN (EXPERSS SEC 3E...) because of you i break with my bf !!! thx alot uh eh ... you tyake my bunga and dnt give back to me !! eeee !! i hate you.... he tought i very not sincere to him and dubious bout me and bcuz of that we fight and break !!! cb uhs eh... i am not going to forgive u for that ! uh.. y must my life be so miserable !!!\ i had enough already !! enoygh of lying and sascrifise !!!! y must always be me the one that sascrifise for the people that i love ? i just want one simple thing and its is very hard to get.. ! all my friend get iyt easily and i ? wtf .. none uh eh... haiyoo... life full of COBAAN ... so sadd.... so sadd.... so sadd... i just bring unlucky uh... everywhere i go suay want uh... haiyoo... y am i so afraid to let it loose from my self(self-esteem) hmmm... idk uh eh.. only god knows... anw , uh nvm.. cnt upload again!!!\ kk bye.. c ya.. 7:04 AM
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
heys people.. long time never update.. sorry for the lackness.. i very busy ma.. hari raya and my damn sister hide the laptop... you know what i collected $90 already.. i want to buy new spects.... haha... imy alot.. dunno what to say... just updatee.. toodles........ 2:54 AM
Monday, September 14, 2009
hello just now an unexpected things happen to me in school. finnally , IT talk to me .. after all this time... oh ALLAH , thanks for hearing my preyers.. i am so happy the stories goes like this , first , IT sits at outside the GO.. then i walked past IT , ... they seem friendly enough to me .. then , when my eyes hurt bcuz of minyak kapak , HE went up to me akinng am i OKAY?... after that HYM(other ppl) ask me what happened.. oh ALLAH , i really feel grateful... but one thing i sadd is that.. my cloze frendz , like the person that i love..i know i had no hope with the person that i love and i should give in , but , it just hurt me to see the person that i love and thinking to give away the person that i love... what should i do? should i give away tough i got no hope. but , i really love that person.. oh ALLAH , i had alot of sacrifice already , shold i sacrifise this too? i always one thiongs the best to the person that i care the most including my best buddies altough it had to hurt me to see them happy . but for this one , can i at least get the love from the guy that i LOVE? when can i get the love from the person that i care the most.. it hurting me.. it really does hurting me.. please help... 9:00 PM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
hello... today very angry sia me... today tought of going geylang with me friends but then my dad nvr allow.. so sadd seyy then just now at jamiyah , i teacher teach about puase , then there got one part that things that we should do during fasting month.. and one of the words my teacher ask my friend to explain.. she dnt noe the words , then i say the meaning is MASTERBED , then she go say to the teacher .. then the meaning is not that lkah.. then my friend go scold ne saying that is not it lah.. MASTERBED is not the things we should do in fasting months lah ! then we laugh.. haha..; lol... kk bye... 9:48 PM
Saturday, September 12, 2009
haish... now what to do.. i am seriuosly heartbroken.. hmm.. i have no mood to write.. if i nvr write sorry very much.. i just want to be alone. people are avoiding me now. i got no idea what to do.. i dfont want to fall in love. i am sick with the emotion named LOVE.. k bye 11:39 PM
tiring day .. make kuih and then rest.. until now haha. chat with ila n nadzirah . i meant web cam.. haha now very tired dnt now what to write... kk.. bye.. 12:09 AM
Thursday, September 10, 2009
hello.. just now got mendaki and i make cap.. haha... want to see?  weird right? haha aniways , then i go BUGIS with khainuraishah , fun uh.. got alot of ANG MOS.. wohhooo... and , then go back home.. at night , my sis and i go sheng shiong .. then got one boy uh . most probably lower sec guy . sial uh , stare me up and down sia... feel like confront him sia... hahahaha... then joke around with my sis.. luckily my mom not at singapore.. then i took a picture... haha.. ugly lah seyy...   worst.. haha.. kay .. bye..
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Wednesday, September 9, 2009
hello.... today , oklah... haiyoo.. cant wait for tomorrow, got mendaki and will be hanging out with khaishah at town... hmm... boring... nothing interesting to say... seriously... kk , bye.. once you start the game there is no way of quitting.. you quit , you lose and GAMEOVER , i win.. quitters are loser . so dont start the game if you cant finish it.. that what ms revenge says; 10:27 PM
hello.. just now got mendali.. wow.. very fun uhs,,. we learnt how to decorate cap... cant wait for thursday , i am going to make my own cap !!! wohoo.... haha..go mendaki with ila , then take pict but havent upload yet.... then after mendaki , very boring THEN went to aishah house . tought of going to bugis .. then last min cancel thx to that someone.. after that , aishah and me webcam with khairul ,, seriously funny... haha... then i learnt new thing to edit my pic.. hehs....  how ok tak/ hah... that what i just learnt ... simple rite.. damn simple... my dearest bff..... NO THIRD PARTIES WILL SEPERATE US.. IF SO , WE'LL BE BACK AS IT IS.. then just now , IT online , i tok to IT , wishing IT... glad to know that IT says IT not angry to me... hmmm... but, nvm signing off ms revenge. will be back for more. you play punk with me i make sure i play punk double gthe cost... no more ms nice gal...
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Tuesday, September 8, 2009
life sucks . seriously... yesterday , i fought with my mom... like what the hell right and all that fight started because of misunderstanding while she scloded me , i was on the phone and my friend heard that my mum keep scolding me and laugh.. i scold my fren and she tok i scold her... i said to my friend diam uh and pompan giler .. then she thought i saying to herr. and she make a fuss bout it.. and now dont want to tok to me.... and she make such a havock and complain to my sis and brother... actually , all this wouldn't happen if she hadnt be soo biased... and seriously my patience wearing thin... what do you expect , everything i do all is wrong , and everything i say will hurt her.. what could i do ? if i do nothing she angry , i do something she also angry... what should i do? now , she dont want to see my face.. she nvr treat me as her daughter hoh... yesterday i called her mak she said , should i called her mak? how do u feel if ur mom say like that? seriously , i feel like running away lah... but thinking of her conditions,... oh ALLAH < y do u give me such a heavy risk? i couldnt take me anymore.. one by one the people that i love and care about starts to avoid me... hmmph... and my sister know nothing want to make a big fuss scold me and even say vulgarities... i fed up uh... i want a timeout... seriously... i can go on livinng if everybody so biased to me?! no body love or even caare bout me... all people know is to hurt me and look down on me... and seriously they dont care bout my feelings.. who do i have now? i got no one to cry on the shoulder.... k sadness over... yesterday again , i went out to meet someone.. haha while preparing to go out i snap shot of my self ,, haha..   critise all you want but that not going to change who i am.... hmm... the other day during june holidays i went to marina barrage and took somephotos with my family... just get to upload them hahahaha....         my mom and dad.. cute couples...      haha.. before that we went to pattaya garden to celebrate my bro bdae... kk.. update later .. bye 3:09 AM
Saturday, September 5, 2009
vivo cityyyy remember me going with aishah to vivo.. hmm take a look at the snapshots..       that is all what i can edit.. love HER soo much.. like my twin sister... she-s everything.. n not 4 getting, FADHILAH and ATHIRAH.. love u guys too... 6:11 AM
what the hell !!!! SHE is the person that had been spreading around the secret and now SHE put the blame on me ! like what the fuck right ? what if SHE still not happy bout that incident or what can talk nice rite?! haha , now i had prove that i am not the person that spread the secret , SHE cnt say that it me.. and SHE even dare to swear that its not HER that spread ! seriously i pissed off sia!!!!! i feel like want to confront her seyy... all this while SHE make my friends a huge misunderstanding to each other then SHE walk away happily... even on this fasting month also want to create problem.. haiyoo.. but thinking back right , no use confronting HER bad things can be "revenged" with bad things ma .. anyhoo , SHE still a kid that want to rise larh... no point , its a waste of time... she think she very big right , now , let see who is bigger , the liars or the innocent with alot of prove... she later who is the one that is going to fall.... and after school , i was supposed to go home and meet khainuraishah at mac by 1;45 but when i reached home , my dad wont allow me to go out again seyy... whenever and wherever my sis want to go he will DEFINATELY allow ... like what the hell right ... i just one to buy books sia... haish i will be back fo more ; ms revenge is back.. double the story ; double the incident..... toodles............................................................
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