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Herself 
Putri Sastraa year older every 12th May a fan of ~♡♥ONE DIRECTION♥♡~ and you only know about me 40% thru this |
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Herself
Putri Sastraa year older every 12th May a fan of ~♡♥ONE DIRECTION♥♡~ and you only know about me 40% thru this |
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Thursday, April 30, 2009
ello... todae , 300409... kk , i tell you what happen yesterday , you know , yesterday . during recess , they as usual smoke at the staircase , then all of sudden he , and his fren including 'A' enter my class.... then one of hys fren 'S' tok to me , i cant remember lah , 'S' said that he ask for patch... i said dunno then he tok to me... woohoo... he tok to me ... seldom sia . he tok to me... happy sia then 'S' irritated wif me he said " kao npk tak kasut aku?" i said "tak" S said "cute tak kasut aku?" i said "tak" S said " aku rase kasut aku lebih cute kalao kena pat muka kao" then i was like wth... hahaha then they all left me alone with hym in the class... then like i tok to hym one on one alone in the class... like... woohoo i tok to hym.... yeah... i tok to hym i love hym.. alot ... how i wish he understand me..... how i wished he understand my love toward hym.. i really love.... hym... then you , know what happened today.... k i tell you the story , i borrow ithnin phone during recess.... dgr lagu jiwang uhs... then i creid , cuz the lagu i hearing he used to sing for me in the phone last time, lagu khilaf by apit that my favourite... then at the same time he walked past my class... then his fren saw me cry then , they enter the class... the crowded around me ... he sitting right in front of me.... like wohoo... playing psp... his fren ask me why i cry..... then i keep quiet... i just stare at him... after that i go away, then he lie down on the desk , fadhilah say that he lie down like i used to lie down on the desk the other day... hahaha .... ily f... byeis 3:05 PM
Monday, April 27, 2009
hellos on friday , i get to know who the tissue boi.... the letter ckp that tissue boi in my class is YONG ZHAO... iwaslike okey... thanks forthe admire.... but i could not seyy anithing ... i nvr say yes or no.... i dont knowwhat to sayy... i think i am attached... with hym.... haish... 210409 then , after sch , i go my aunt hse at the bk blk... i change and go out larh... fadhilah and kechyk at there accompanying me... check check whan igo down i saw hym and his friend outside bk.... i kne disturb siaa by his friend.... i know klarh i wear tudung... like what... tk psl2 kna disturb.... and then, i accidently saw hym again , his friend say that he kol me , and he did uhs , he call me to nearer to him and once i got there , he said nvr mind... like what the hell . . his freind keep disturbing me larh that he want to kiss me lah what larh... annoying siaa... i just ignore them and walked off.... afterwards, i saw hym again, he was lyke , so damn fucking handsome... he hurt me alot of times.. and i want to hate hym, but it just s0o complicated for me to hate hym , the more i want to hate him , the more i sayang him... he hurt me... and , i am hurt.. i dont want to be hurt , i want to hate him !!! i always feel angry when i saw him go with her , i want to break , but the next day i saw hym , all the anger went away , oh plish help me !!!!! i love hym the love i nvr felt.. i love hym too much.... that i dont care that he hurt me cuz... i love hym.... he is the person that i love... how i wished he know how sincere that i love... uuuuuuuuuuu, i syg u... 9:36 AM
Thursday, April 23, 2009
heyloos todae 230409, school ok larh... 'A' talk to me siaaaa !!!!!! for the first time he tok to me!!!! wooohoo then at class i receive a unknown letter... it sayed HELLO.... I'M INTERESTED IN YOU I'M FROM 3B... I BEEM OBSERVATION YOU AND I HAVE FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU... CAN YOU BE MY VALENTINE? :) ILY 3B, SHYBOY and then i go to toilet and i when i came back , i receive another letter, it sayed ; DONT WORRY, I'LL BE WITH YOU I DONT CARE WHAT THE REST SAY.... then no replies after that.... then i purposely write uh i want to know who are you. please send me more letters... then i put my head down on the table, and when i woke up again , the another letter from him , HNMNM.... SEE YOU TOMORROW =) MY LOVE T.T BYE ! athirah sugest to write a reply uhs... i wrote and put on my table. then i go , when i came back , the letter gone .... i want top check . . who is the culprit.... i know... this is a prank... it always happen to me.. a PRANK.... bye.... 3:02 PM
heyloos.... hah , long time nvr edit... ahas.... he that day ask 4 patch seyy.... i donno.... i nvr say anithing... 210409 memories... i lepak with hys frens.... then they punch my hand like hell.... i nvr feel any time check check the next day blue black siaa... my hand... and then the damien and syafiq go and punch like what the fuck.... and then yesterday , i lepak with them again uhs... then 5 plus . . all of sudden my dad come and you noe what !!! he slapped me in front of people... haish... so embarrasing sia!!! lyke wth... luckily no one see...(spf ppl) it was like what sia... my life no freedom no nothing !!! NO ONE LOVE ME!! NO ONE EVER CARE ABOUT ME !!! I HATE MY DAMN FUCKING LIFE !!! LIKE WTF!!! I WANT A LIFE... FREEDOM... haish... his friend saes that i patch wif hym already... i don know uhs.... i sgl or att...... haish.... why life must be soooooooo difficuilt for me??? 2:54 PM
Thursday, April 16, 2009
 my and my dearest bestie that alwaes there when i need her..... i love you illa; 3:21 PM
haish... long day.... nvr edit... past forgotten... new news that dae , HE caled me and asked me to sit wif hym... me n me fren was there he tok tok den laugh laugh... den he msg me , asking me for stead... say that i love you larh what largh i just layan him larh... i thought 130409 will be the happiest dae ohf my life but , then the next day, he msg me saying that he got nothing to do with me anymore. . . i cried.... and cried... after that i go to kampung senang and meet my friends . they were having cip hours. they calm me down... one of my friend(dont want to be named) told me that he was dared by that SOMEONE to say i love you to me , but he said , why say i love you ? why never stead? then i really got pissed off... especially to that SOMEONE !!!! then that night , i msg my dearest friends... i saying stupid stuff and tring do do stupid stuff 4 people msg me and confort me..... nawawi , fadhilah , kechyk , aishah y , and even hym... oops , that make 5 ppl i dont beleive that he oso confronted me. . . n that night . i took 2o pill of panadol and overdose my self... and even slash my own hand. . . yeah it was a very stupid thing to do... but what could i do... i was sooo heart broken.... how could he do that to me??? i really love hym... i dont kow how to hate him... the more i want to hate hym the more i love him please... he's not my jodoh... try to hate hym putri... u must hate hym after what he had done to you !!!!! you bcome lyke this bcuz of hym !!!!! kkk bye... till the next post.. loved; 3:00 PM
Thursday, April 9, 2009
yesterday yesterday right , i follow fadhilah. . i foolow meet her cuzin , QAI... then we lepak-lepak.... very shiok uhs..... ahahs he cute very very very cute... kk bye 3:27 PM
080407 ello . . just now , in the morning i go to school; as per normal , b4 entering to school , i saw hym go to school with her larh seyy it was lyke , i saw them , HEART BROKEN larh siaa.... i felt like crying on the spot . . luckily fadhilah to the rescue and help me to entertain me , at least i could control my tears you know. . . then , duriong English period , aishah y , ziella , and me we jiwang together gather like what the hell . . fun uh . . while we were jiwang2 SUDDENLY ,i get message .,. i don't know larh eh , SOMEONE msg me mtk knl2 i just layan kan jerr uh he said he get my number at the 69 bus... whf larh to whoever put my damn number at the bus. . then , i msg2 wif hym as per normal uh. then i called hym. all of sudden sia . his gf tok to me and ask who am i of hym to msg2 n kol2 hym like mcm chi bai sia got gf still want to itchy butt... mother fucker largh eh WARNING TO PPL THAT POST MY NUMBEER AT THE 69 BUS : WHOEVER U ARE , I SWEAR UH SIA , YOU ARE NOT GOING TO ENJOY YOUR LIFE JUST LIKE THAT . U SWAER THAT YOUR LIFE WILL BE MISERABLE OR EVEN WORST TRICE AS MISERABLE AS MY DAMN FUCKIN LIFE UH CHIBAI !!!!!! what the fuck ....continue tommorow 3:02 PM
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
070409 school as per normal after school , i went to bk. . all of sudden HE was right in front of me siiaa. then , his friend disturb me , he said "his name , putri najis , najis stokin hitam , stokin hitam" that what they disturb me.... i just ignore them.. in my heart i was laughing like what the hell . . . ahahaha lol then at night ,i was not in e mo0d.. my mom like wth , my sis not werking cuz she sick , then all the work i knA UAT everything i need to do... whan i was sick , she never let me even ahd a rest , whanever i want to rest she would ask me to do werk... but i nvr did larh . . l what to do siaa , i was sick,,,.... then she treaten me , to send to girls home and stop me from schooling. . haish... it hurt me lot. . t 2:48 PM
Monday, April 6, 2009
bear  eh cute atkk... my fav bear for the day... ahahas... k byies... enough of todae... toodles.. patrickk ;) 5:32 PM
my damn lyfe i hate my life... is just full of sadness , hari2 sediih... ape tak , it all began at home, > myy mom , at home i am e number one culprit... hish... sedihh hari2 mak akuu caci aku... > pomapan sundal > ank sundal > ank pungutan i used to kena all the beatings.... now , mak akuu plak pilih kasih pat kakak akuu... aku diam , aper , aku kna marah pasal kakak aku , die nyer kerja umah aku kna uat ., tak uat akuu yg kna makki bilik dier yg berselerak kan akuu yg kna makki.. what the fuck... then goes to sch . with my frien all hate me. budak cine pat klass akuu palk mcm chi bai , nak pangail aku prostitude , what te hell . sad sia me . all sort sof name i kna. and recently , i kna msg , ppl scold vulgarities i feel that i got no friend at school , i feel alone at school, WHERE ARE ALL OF MY FRIEND WHEN I NEED THAM AT SCHOOL ? WHERE ARE MY FRIEND WHEN I M IN TE TROUBLE , SAD , LONELY ? why must i had this kind off living at sch? ? at home?? everywhere i go ? all i get is cacio maki ?!!! i am, sick and tired of my damn life... i hate my life..... 4:56 PM
060409 tadiik pat sch , b4 sch... i saw hym.... during recess i oso saw hym , then i sit wif the gal he ask 4 stead , it hurt me lots... i cried . and cried i saw hym... i cried,,,, he is very different dia tak pnh pon ckp EEEEE pat akuu , skrg setiap kali aku pass by , the word will come out from his own mouth..... i hate it it really hurt me kini hati ku telah dipermaen klan... wow i am damn sad... k wait the next update 4:30 PM
040409(p.m) that night , i called kechyk i asked her to kol hym , and confrence bt dnt sae to hym that i was there and she did . . . but what a shocked after i found out that he asked a sec one gal stead ... until now , she hadnt answer i cried , and cried , at school , i cried ...... nothing but cried... why must i be soo stupid to cry for hym terang2 kao tahu siaak yg dhe tak sukerh kao putri , kenaper kaw nak berharap lagyk kenaper ... u are just an ugly bitch.. haish i see hym at sch , it hurt me really hurt me. . . how i wished he noes that i realli love hym... k lah wait 4 another post.... 4:18 PM
040409 (a.m)      that dae , i go out wif my friends... namirah sumer uh... > namirah >imran >rihanna >shiran >iman(adq shiran) and me g bugis .... lol then ader satu mat salleh , dari PALESTINE datang mintak ambek gambar akuu... wow .... haha... i sure had a lot of fun... haish...;] then kiter ambak gambar... blerr nak alek..... and somemore on that dae is ithnin nyer bdae... oh hell... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ITHNIN !!!!! THEN..... akuu baleq.. story continue part two 4:06 PM
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