Herself ![]() a year older every 12th May a fan of ~♡♥ONE DIRECTION♥♡~ and you only know about me 40% thru this |
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
tomorow , gonna go to malaysia... with my family , on saturday latest will be back i thinnk... i gonna miss him.. somemore my sis gonna take the laptop tomorow.. whoa.. damn , will be more missing him... and just now something that my mom says that make me relly upset she said that i sick is just a troblesome.. it hurt me so much.. just now web cam with him after he return from werk.. seriously i dnt know , when can i find my self a freedom? i dnt want to do things behind my familys back.. like this , i having a b without nay of my family know.. if they know i sure will be a dead duck seriously.. haish.. really , when can they really understand me? i dont know , only ALLAH knows.. haish... at least i had found someone to love me for who i am .. i really lonely at home i missed my family.. my old family this is not the family that i want , i still remeber the times i used to play hide and seek with my brothers. but now , all of my family members had thier own thing to do. and i am all alone.. i am abandone... hmmm... they only know how to scold and nag but not understand me... haish... at least now i have him to love and be loved.... bye.. i am hurt alot.. my heart aches.. seriously. 10:49 PM
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