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Herself 
Putri Sastraa year older every 12th May a fan of ~♡♥ONE DIRECTION♥♡~ and you only know about me 40% thru this |
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Herself
Putri Sastraa year older every 12th May a fan of ~♡♥ONE DIRECTION♥♡~ and you only know about me 40% thru this |
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Sunday, December 27, 2009
dead blog!!! haish.... SHE had a mom that cared for HER , that loves HER.. yet SHE soo ungrateful.. not to be busybody , but if i were her i would be grateful that i had a mom like her that gives her freedom , love and care... and everything that she wants she can get.... its not that i am ungrateful of my mom.. but its just that my mom , nver even ONCE she said that SHE LOVES ME.. yet ; all i get is scolding and beating.. i have a very incomplete family now.. i missed my old family.. everything changes.. IF THERE IS FIARY THAT EXIST; would wish that i had a complete family my first two brother got married and moved off... seldom come and visits.. my sister , now working and never come home... my third brother , in and out of prison.. i dont know when he will change... my last brother , ns.. only on weekend at home. my dad work as taxi driver , he work shift....can only meet him at night if he does the morning sift.. my mom , haish.... always scold and nagg... never once in a day she talk nicely to me.... she would always make small matter BIG.... i had always be soo lonely.. i had no one to talk to.. no one in the house understands me,,, no one was there when i am at the need the most.... all i want is someone to loved and care and understands me.... whenever have family gathering , one will be missing... i really wish my family is in the perfect piece.... i missed my brother a lot.. when will he come back and stop whatver things that he is doing.... i just miss the old family that everyone is in the perfect piece....  one missing brother... i just want my family back in pieces.... now , i lived in a world that LOVE doesnt exist in me... seriously.. that felling i had burried it way deep down in me... i dont want to have that feeling anymore as far as i am concern.. lol.. but seriously.. i had enough stress and ache.... i cant stand my life anymore.. no freedom no one that loved me no one that wnat to be friends with me.... i am on my own now..
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